Sorry for not updating and I might not do it as much but obviously nobody cares because only one person commented. And on lizzies everyone commented so I'm basically done with wattpad, but Ill do some updates here and there.
I'm at recess writing this because I'm alone and have no time at home. This being alone stuff is fun. I'll get used to it because I would rather annoy myself with my own god fucking damn happiness
There's this sixth grader in front of me and she's cussing and sounds like a baby
My depression is through the roof. You say something and it triggers everythung. Thanks guys you really help.
My anxiety is okay, it's still bad. I guess it's off and on. I'm tired. I was happy for a while and then it all goes downhill .
Yesterday I was so happy, in the best mood. Omg haven't veen that happy in a while. And there wasn't any reason to be happy
But guess who doesn't care
NO ONE CARED
And when I'm sad it all over me. Like take in my happiness. And it's the second time and everyone hated it so yeah I'm sorry for trying I'm sorry for being happy and um, yeah I guess it's all I have to say because I need to pass time from my thoughts....
Let me tell u a story
One day there was a girl who was happy as a clam and didn't know what was going on. Then she got older and uderstood that her mom was a drug addict that didn't give a fuck about her. And hr dad was somewhere else. So her grandma took her and she then was a big ass btch that can't parent for shit. So now that the girl understood her life she became depressed and didn't want to say the wrong thing and became scared to talk for the kids in her class were jackasses. So then everyone wondered why and also didn't care and didn't watch what they say because now she's a suicidal girl that takes in what u say.
I've been clean for a while....
I made the picture above if u were wondering...
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Crazy Beautiful Life
Non-FictionThis is my journal, nothing special, I've written one before, you should read it. Umm if you dont like the negative things in life, I don't suggest this. But i encourage you to read it. Get a different out look on life, another perspective. My name...
