Crazy Beautiful Life

Day 19 of 365... or less

Today was pretty busy...

Okay so Megan went home and I was getting ready to go to the doctors and then I cancelled it last minute and went to my neighbors house and then she and I (she's 9) anyways we decided we would go roller blading and we went around the neighborhood and then we came back and went to the mall, and I stole a repeat the heat. It's my second one now.

And then my neighbor, by the name of rachael wanted to go to go to build a bear work shop, and I didn't so I went into Spencers and I saw

The

Poster

I

NEEDED

it's also been on my wish list for a while

It's like graffiti and has a newspaper peace sign and says imagine on it. Oh yetz

And then we went grocery shopping and while I was there, maelynn texted me and asked if I wanted to go to the movies and I was like

YASSSSS

so then her mom said no so boo

And my Internet friend and I talked all day and she found out that Corbin played her

Hahaha I told her

And then I hung with rachael at her house and she kept being stupid so I left her alone and then we ate and went on the trampoline and then I went home and read some watt pads

Kaijas intrigued me the most

Then Liz the biz and I talked and she said she's sorry and she can't stand not being with me

I was so mad

Because I could Be dead and she would- nvm

It's over now

And then I put stuff on my snap chat story and Kaijas had the nerve to unblock me, tell me to stop begging for her u know what, look at the picture...

And then I started breaking down

Slowly

And so I talked to Mia and showed her and she wrote in her watt pad and I started crying, and crying and crying and then I did some funny emojos with mady

And Kaijas still talked to me. Not talk, 'get things straighy'

I wanna just die

And then she'll be like "oops, not my fault...."

I'M SO FUCKING DONE

and I talked to so many people

And um yeah I just don't knowwwwwwwww

What to do? I guess I'll just let it fill me up and then I'll burst and boom,
HERE LIES
GABRIELLE ****** ********

and Kaijas can dance on my grave with her stupid dance moves

And she also thinks everyone is pointing everything on her. Like no honey, it's all you, take it away, I won't steal ur rain cloud, u can keep that.

1/19/15 10:15PM