Crazy Beautiful Life

Day 41 of 365

I'm updating early so I don't have to do my homework

And I'm mad

So I got up late and my face hurt cuz I have a pimple where my glasses hurt

Thanks a lot face

So alot happened today

Okay so I got up late and went to school with the thoughts of a horrible day.. why? Because I  had a bad hair day,bruised the top of my mouth, white socks and my pants looked weord. And I was a little late to school. ...

FUCKFUCK

so In life skills we watched a documentary and in Turkish she made stupid rules that were more than unnecessary

In computers she changed my spot and now i sit next to a kid that thinks everything I do is spectacular, and that he can't stop coughing and it's like a fake cough and he doesn't stop moving. JUST FUCKING SIT STILL

today was so emotionally draining

Here's a rant

I hate it when people say something is giving them anxiety,  like are u on the verge of crying, are u about to sweat are u shaking? No so don't fucking say it like it's nothing.

Things that scare me

Air planes

Falling

Talking

People

Pet peeces:

Hypocritical people (someone today)

Laggers

Basics

Fakes

Repeating myself

☆

Back to business

Now at lunch mady and I had the best time laughing and everyone but Mia joined in

Shocking right?

Wrong...

And at recess Mia went on her phone, I mean if I go on my phone its the end of the world but when she does her excuse is the perfect excuse ever. So I just ignored her idc if you're so tired of feeling like shit at least start trying to feel good.

But me and mady had fun so

And then Megan and I were making plans for v day and then Mia was still ignoring me and in math she went to the bathroom so I read her notebook and it just mad eme madder

It's so fucking ridiculous

I only started ignoring u because u concioisly made the desicion to leave yourself out.

So then in science it was interesting but I almost fell asleep holy sheet

And then in English they did this dead drop thing and I didn't get it because non one ever told me... and then after school I went to the car and my grandma took my shopping for shoes and rhen I came home and felt so sick omfg so I layer down and drank tea and sent edits to mady

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