Crazy Beautiful Life

Day 52 and 53 of 365

52

So I woke up to my grandma nagging at me around 1 and then I got this text from a guy I met at the roller rink and he wanted to have sex with me... and he blamed it on his friend and I was so confused and then me and mady went to the living room and hung out then chilled in my room and then @5 she left and my grandma came in yelling at me about how I was asleep at 4@m and wouldn't go to bed. F'r?

Then I did hw and went to bed after looking at my 3rd grade year book
53

I woke up with Satan in my pants.

Lol sorry it sounded cool

So I started my day with nagging and it's so annoying holy fuck and I got a text that made me so fucking happy from.... no devlin..... but... corbin?!

Yeah I won't tell u anthing because no one can get shit straight or keep it to themselves...

So in math he asked what 7×7 was but I wasn't feeling it. I'm tired of being called on sounding stupid. It's horrible when everyone stares at u. Call on the teachers pet, not me. And in Turkish we had some fun kind of. And in computers I did a power point and it was a sexy ass power piint. And then at lunch it was the same but kaija was involved and then at lunch I wanted to come home early because I didn't feel it... so I got McDonald's and came home and layed in bed. But then started crying because my grandma wanted me to come out of my room and I just can't unless it's for a snack or to pee. Then i took a bth by force and listened to my grandma talk to doctors about me and they all turned me down.... stupid anxiety.

Then I did homework and talked to people and these girls got mad at me for teeming them to not bully someone so they turned on me and it hurt alot a lot alot. And I talked to Mia ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡