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+ Chapter 17.0

A/N: This is basically just pure sin and I will now be accepting donations if holy water

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He tried to forget. Tried to lose himself in the fact that they were here now. Together. That it didn't matter what the future held. Because they were going to fight against it.  Because they weren't going to let anything else win.

They ate on the couch.  

And he tried. Not to think about what should have happened. What would have happened if it wasn't for his own insecurity. If it wasn't for the fact that he couldn't get out of his own hea enough to stop over thinking.

Tried not to think about the way the alpha should have been inside him. Should have been buried within his slick heat. Should be on top of him. Below him. Behind him. Something. Anything. 

Because the pressure was almost unbearable. His walls so wet and ready to take what had been offered. Promised. Clit so swollen from the alphas touch that it throbbed as he sat, legs curled up and placed to his side. Felt himself clench, tightening and releasing every single time the alpha spoke. Until all he could think about was the knot that was meant to fill him so perfectly. 

He wanted it. Found himself staring at the way the alphas legs fell apart. Found himself staring at the way the muscles in his thighs shifted every time he moved. Watched those long fingers tighten around things that weren't him. Watched the dark veins stand out against tanned skin in the pale light and actually felt his pussy throb between his legs - something he never would have considered a turn on before this very moment. 

But everything was turning him on. Things that absolutely never had before were suddenly the most attractive thing in the entire world. 

The way Jungkook's hair fell across his forehead in a low sweep. How long his legs were. The way the muscles in his biceps seemed to constantly be straining against the flesh that contained them. How those fingers were so nimble, moving with such ease. 

He could still remember the way they felt inside him. Felt a rush of wetness explode and had to shift to keep himself from leaking into the cushion. 

"Alpha." He didn't understand it. Why his body seemed so out of control. So strung out. Like he was already addicted. "I feel so -" Heated. Like his body was getting ready to explode. Ready and soaking wet and so eager he could barely even stand himself. "- strange. Like I'm still in heat but -" 

"Pretty sure that's just called being horny, babe." There was amusement contained within the alphas tone - but this was more than that. More than just him being horny. He ha been that before. And it had never been like this. 

"No. It's -" It felt like his body was moving on its own. Doing whatever it needed to get what it wanted. 

And right now what it wanted was to be in the alpha's lap, those legs parting and coming across in a staddle. Pressing down so firmly he was certain the other was going to feel his shame. Was going to know how desperately soaking wet he already was. 

"I'm not like this. I don't do this, Jungkook." Didn't offer himself up like a slut. Like some prize that had been won. Yet there he was. Doing exactly that. "Other alphas don't make me feel like this. Don't make me this wet."

Didn't make him fiend for it like an addict who hadn't gotten their fix. 

"Other alphas don't make me drool at the thought of having their knot stuffed inside me."