Mavery

Thirty-seven

"What the fuck just happened there Austin!?" Dre shouted the moment i enter the backstage. I did not mind him just like the way i was doing for weeks now.

"You can't keep on doing this!" he added. I sat down and took the nearest beer i could get. This is all i need.

"Can you say a fucking word!?" he added tapping the table making all of the staff look at us. I stood up and took a stick to smoke up. I made a long drag before answering him.

"I gave my all Dre. What's the wrong with that?" i said unfacing him. "What's wrong with that? are you fucking kidding me!? What is wrong with you! You can't just do all of these!" he shouted this time getting louder.

"Stop, okay?" i shortly said. "It's either you attend your practice drunk as fuck or not attending them at all!, you don't even have the ass to continue writing anymore!, you fucked up with performing! and who the fuck forgets his own verse of song!? Can't you even see yourself!? You looks such a mess! You can't continue doing these! Not just because Mavery-" he did not finish his sentence for i smashed the can of beer i was holding against the floor.

"Don't-you even try..." I whispered brushing my hair. He just looked at me and left the room. I kicked the chair and took another can of beer and continued drinking.

I made a long sigh, closing my eyes. "Fuck..." i spat letting myself endulge with the only thing i feel i need; alcohol.

"Post, someone's calling." Matt suddenly came. "Piss off Matt." i said not looking back at him.

"But it's Kyle." the moment he said that, i immediately stood up snatching my phone as fast as i could.

"K-Kyle." i answered. Matt moved closer to me to eavesdrop.
"I'm on my way. I'll be there in fifteen." i said as i end the line. "Give me my keys." i said pocketing my phone. "Excuse me where do you think you're going? you can't go anywhere without me." he said

"Who says you're not coming with me? i'm just gonna drive asshole." i said getting the keys from him and jogged towards my car.

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I fastly went out of the car and saw Kyle standing in front of my house.

He paused for awhile and rest his arm in the air for sconds greeting us. I walked to him and he immediately gave me a confused look.

"Oh shit yeah, i know i am all sweaty-just finished a show." I defended. "You think i don't know that? I was there." he said and i was shocked.

"No, tell me you're fucking not." i said finally worrying about the mess i made during the show. He just sighed. "Let's get inside yeah?" Matt interrupted us, fortunately.

Matt went straightly to the kitchen to get us something to drink. "Hey uhm," Kyle started. I looked at him. I need to hear many things from him. Everything about her.

"I know that you know why i am here." he added. I gave him a light nod. "She's finally doing good. She found a stable job, currently working there for three months."

She's back to work.

"She smile quite a lot now," he added and i did not help but do the same thing he said.

She's smiling.

"She's doing great. She's okay Austin."

I don't know what to say. I am glad to hear these words from him. But it still pains me. Comparing my state with hers, i'm a complete mess.

"So, i was really worrying about you. Look, she needed to be okay, she needed to move on and so should you." he seriously said uncomfortably shifting position on the chair.

"What do you mean?" i asked knitting my eyebrows at him.

Don't tell me she's seeing someone else...

Is she seeing someone else?... Fuck

"Dre told me everything. What happened Austin?" he sighed in dissapointment.

"You know i can't. I can't live without her Kyle, i just can't." i whispered looking down.

"She's planning to move out not anywhere here but to other country. Shit, she told me i should not tell you but i am worrying about her. I don't want her to just move to other place like that. I think you deserve to know this. Don't put this on the wrong way Austin but i think she's really planning to forget about everything." he addded making my chest feel heavier than ever.

She's moving on. Completely moving on.

Shit.

I stood up. "Do you have her address? or anyting, please." i said putting my hands on my hips. "You know i can't do that" he said sighing.

"What am i suppose to do then? What's this for? Why do you even went here?" i said slightly raising my voice.

"H-hey hey chill out man, what's going on here? Kyle? You getting back to work?" Matt came cooling the air.

I unfaced them scratching my neck.

"I'll try to convince her to stay. I'll talk to her. Just-please be okay. I need to go." he tapped my shoulder and completely went out of the house.

"What did he mean by that?" Matt asked as he hand me a bottle of cold beer. I took it from him and started to chug like there's no tommorow.

"U-uh, we have plenty of that in the fridge no need to drink fast." he tried to kid around but i stopped him by giving him a bad stare, still chugging my drink. "O-okay, okay." he stuttered taking a sip from his bottle too.

"Cancel my sched tonight." i said snatching the keys from the table and started to jog outside.

"W-wait! Austin we can't! You have-" he did not finish his sentence for i already shut the door close. I hurriedly went inside of my car and started to get into the driveway avoiding the instance of Matt stopping me.

"What should i fucking do Mavery..."