Mavery

Twenty-one

"You just have to tell me what's between you and that fucking friend of yours!" Austin shouted as he close the bedroom door.

"How could i ever have a peaceful mind during this tour when i can't even think about anything except that asshole!" he added his voice echoing in the big room.

"Fucking talk to me!" he demanded and i just looked at him.

"You don't need to act like this. Austin, i already told you. There's nothing between us." i said walking to him. He took his cap off and throw it against the wall.

"Bullshit." he said and i jogged to his place. "Please don't be like this." i said as i try to hold his face but he pushed my arms away immediately.

"Austin." i said but he straightly walked to the door and shut it closed behind him.

I sighed as i felt tears started to stream down my face.

(2:06 am)

I sighed as i extend my sweater on me. Where the hell is he... I took my phone and dialled Dre's number but he's out of reach.

I suddenly heard the door opened revealing Jason and Austin looking so drunk. "What happened???" i asked as i jogged to help him.

"He's uncontrollable i am so sorry." Jason apologized. We helped Austin to get to the bed.

"I'm so sorry about this Mavery. But he has to be up at 6 or so. He still have interviews to do and we can't cancel that shit." he explained letting me know that i should help Austin with this state. I sighed and brushed my hair.

"Hey..." he whispered. "I know he's just having a hard time... People kept throwing things about him. He's just tired. You know him right? He'd be fine soon." he said rubbing my back. "Of course, he's awesome." i said forcing a smile.

Jason left and i headed to the bathroom to get the things i needed to clean him and change his clothes.

I sat beside him. He groaned. "Hey... It's okay..." i whispered and he weakly opened his eyes. "Are you Mavery???" he said as he pout his lips. I nodded as i started to undress him. "I love Maveryyy..." he said raising his arms up. "I know i know." i said trying to calm him.

"But you know what??? I don't think she loves me for a fact that i am turning into a monster... A fucking monster..." he added. I sighed and looked at him again.

"No, you're not." i said wiping his face with a towel. He tried his best to open his eyes. "She mean the world to me... She's more than the fame, the money, the drugs! She's more than anything i could hope for." he shouted as he completely collapsed on the bed.

I took his shoes off and pulled the blanket on him. Hours passed but i didn't get to sleep.

(4:27 am)

I sighed as i look at the love of my life next to me. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his lips. I got up from the bed to get his things ready. After cooking something for breakfast, i decided to finally wake him up.

"Austin..." i said kissing his forehead. "Babe... You need to get up." i added as i ruffle his hair. He groaned and gripped my waist. "My head hurts, like fucking hell." he whispered. I got up and got him an advil.

"You should've stayed last night." i said. He sat up and took the advil. "Do i need to be up?" he asked as if nothing has happened.

"Yeah, you have an interview." i said leaving him. I sat on the island and started to eat. After awhile, he came out from the room. "Come, you need to eat something." i said tapping the chair next to me. He paused for awhile and got beside me.

"Did you cook all these?" he asked. I gave him a short smile. "Yeah." he kissed my forehead. "Thank you." he said giving my bare thigh a little squeeze. I forced a smile. "So? How's last night? I was wondering where you've been. I've been up all night." i said trying to start a peaceful talk. He stopped chewing and paused to look at me.

"I drank. Like so much. Am i with Smitty?" he said. I sighed. "What do you mean you just drink out there." i said biting my lips. He looked at me again then looked away. He took a cig from his pocket and i immediately took it from his hand. He clenched his jaw standing up. "What the fuck are you trying to say?" he said angrily. "I was just asking Austin. I was worried-" he cut me off by throwing the mug against the floor.

I froze. "It's too early in the fucking morning and you'll start with that? With this!? I told you i was just drinking why don't you believe me?" he explained. I wiped my tears that managed to fall even though this thing weren't new to us. And i totally knew that he didn't just drink. He do drugs, and it's getting out of hand.

"Please Austin... Let's-" i was able to hold his hand but he resisted and accidentally pushed me causing me to step on the shattered mug. I fell on the floor.

"B-babe, i-i'm-" he was cut off by Matt who's now walking to us.

"Austin what the fuck?" he said jogging to my place. I looked up at Austin who's irritatingly brushing his hair. "Mavs, are you okay?" Matt asked me. I wiped my face and just nod.

Jason came in next. "Austin we need to-" he was stopped looking at me. "Everything okay?" he concernedly asked looking at Austin. "I'm so sorry man but we need to-" Austin cut him off. "C-can i just stay for awhile? I-i want to-" i know what he's saying. He wants to take care of me.

"No." i said and the three of them looked at me. "You guys can go, i can take care of myself." i said forcing myself to stand up not minding if i'm bleeding so much. I held on the countertop to support my weight. Austin walked to me.

"Come here i'll-" i interrupted him. "I mean it. Go, i can take care of myself." i said sitting down on the island. I heard him sigh but i brushed it off.

"Uh, fuck we're late." Matt broke the silence. I looked up to Jason and smiled. "Take care." i said standing up.

The moment they went out, i collapsed on the floor crying. I don't even know what to do about this anymore... About him... About us...

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I opened my eyes and felt the sweat formation on my forehead. I wiped it off and sat up sighing.

"It felt so real..." i whispered closing my eyes. Dreams again. I suddenly felt the baby kicking.

"O-oh my- Austin he's-" i was stopped, my heart skipped a beat. He's gone for tour. I suddenly remembered my check up. I got up from the bed and noticed something on the night stand.

"What is..."