tw : // toxic relationship
"Room 309! Room 309!"
The TV echoes through the room. The room you shared with Shirabu. Your boyfriend.
"Hey," You said calling the boy, adjusting your gold watch. "We got to go." You reminded him as he stared into the TV blankly.
He then slowly turned his head to the side, looking at you. "W-what?" You asked creeped out, he hasn't said anything since you reminded him. "Who do you think you are?" Shirabu asked you. Shocked you were, you stepped a few steps backward. "What do you mean?" You asked confused as he stood up. "We are dating? I'm just reminding you that we will be late for the class on the heart. That's pretty important." You explained as he went closer and closer towards you.
No lies, your relationship with Shirabu was getting toxic. He wouldn't hug you, wouldn't kiss you. But when you are about to leave him, he loves you like there's no tomorrow.
"I don't care about it being important! Have you noticed how clingy you've been acting!" He shouted at you, toppling all the books on the living room table. "W-what do you mean?!" You asked as he clenched his fists looking towards he floor. "What is this! You've been nothing but cold towards me! 1 month after I took you in my apartment and nurtured you with my love because your ex dumped you!?" You shouted as he furiously looked at the ground. "This is what you give me! You use me! To make you happy! Now that you're happy, let me leave!" You shouted.
"Y/n, but don't you love me?" Shirabu asked in his sweet tone, like he was going to cry.
You son of a bitch. You thought. "Yes... Shirabu... I do...it's just that...I don't think we were made for each other. This is it." You said as you cried. He slammed his hand on the wall behind you.
"If you did, why...why would you leave like this? Now I'm sad, you made me sad." Shirabu said in his manipulative ways.
"Shirabu... look, I-I don't owe you anything... I was never in charge for your emotions. I have to go now." You marched through your words perfectly. Shirabu look down, his vulnerability peaked through, his hand shook.
"Before you go...I'm sorry.. I let you down, I'm not trying to win you back, I've done what I've done...I'm sorry." Shirabu faced upward and looked at you with red eyes.
"Just, take this pen, use it for writing diagnosis's and whatever, just keep it. Keep it in your pocket, it was the pen I wrote my first love letter to you, from then on, it was lucky to me. So, I just wish you the best.." He handed you a regular ballpoint pen, it had chews on the end, no ink but his memories.
Your tears flowed more and more. "Thank you Shirabu, for the memories."
OKAY HI HAVENT SEEN YOU IN A LONG TIME . THIS IS REALLY SHORT JSUST TO GET BACK MY WRITING MOTIVATION BECAUSE I DONT HAVE ANY , ANY MORE
Bye lovelies, kishiko out!
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