Haikyuu x Reader!

Kageyama x reader : true intent

You placed your headphones on and just stared at the ceiling. Now playing....This guy's in love with you by Herb Alpert & the Tijuana brass..... (idk u can pick a song if not this :)
As the beautiful melody played in your ears you drifted slowly. Darkness consuming your vision slowly.
At once darkness took over.
It was the first time... "Hey! Care for a lemonade break?" You shouted just enough to pass the fence. Kageyama turned your way and scoffed confused. "..okay." He said calmly. He went over the fence and met up with you in his backyard. "I-I'm Y/n!" You quickly said. "What?" He was clueless of what you said. "O-oh sorry. My name is Y/n. You are?" You asked him as he slurped the lemonade. "Kageyama." "Oh well, what were you doing before this?" You asked him, otherwise this conversation would be much more awkward than it already is. "I was practicing for volleyball." He said slurping once more. "V-volleyball? Are you on the national team?!" You panicked. He spit out his lemonade and laughed at you. "Boke! Haha! I'm not even on a team yet! Well I'm on this one team..BUt we aren't together.. so I'm just looking for a new one in this town." He laughed then got lower and lower. "Oh! ..hehe, sorry bout that." You said. He gave you a concerned face and spilled his lemonade on your face.

You woke up and sat up immediately. "He never really did that did he?!" You spoke confused. Either way, dream or not a dream, your face was wet. "You look stupid. Anyways, lunch time." It was your little sister that splashed water on your face. "Your a butt." You said to her, then you took the chance to yank her hair a little. "I'm telling mom!" "And I'm telling her I slipped!" You said with an irritating face. She just popped a vein and walked down with a firm face planted on her face. As you two went down, lunch was being set. It was your favourite! If you could eat it everyday you would. Your mother invited you to sit and your annoying sister sat as well. Your lunch table was near the window so you saw everything that went by. Just as you were about to take a bite, a familiar voice called out to you by the window. "Y/n!!! Could you help me study!!?" Kageyama shouted waving in the window. You quickly left your plate and left your seat and ran out the door. Just as you were outside your mother just kept eating. "She truly loves that kid. We just can't tell her." Your mother looked at your sister and smirked. "I know what your planning. Dont tell her." She said. "Ugh! I just want sweet revenge, although if I was told that...well I would just be so.. well depressed? Either way, sad that's it."

"Sooo, kageyama! What do you need to study?" You said because you were in the comfort of his room. "Math." He said flipping the book to the exact page. "Hoookay! I will just get started here. You better watch!" You said to kageyama. He muttered an okay. You put out your tongue signalling it was serious work. He looked at you. All you could see was his head in your peripheral view. He looked at you with a genuine smile. That type of smile looked like he was hiding something that actually hurt him inside. To kageyama, it felt like he wanted to cry. You looked back up and put down the pen. "Done!...kageyama?" You asked him confused. "...okay, can you just go home? I got this down." Kageyama said coldly. You were shocked to what he said. You maybe hurt, but honestly befriending kageyama Tobio is an achievement. Why? He's cold enough to freeze water in five minutes, just kidding but you get the point. So you were used to the coldness, in other words, you were in a winter storm with one fur jacket.

You went out the door sadly looking back at him. He was somewhat pulling out his own hair..? You were about to stop him but you just clenched your fist and left. "What may have i done wrong? You know what, no time to think. It Kageyama Tobio were talking about. Wait.. Tobio? Tobiuo? Hahaha! He's a flying fish!" You thought.

"I'm home!!" You shouted. "You forgot that you had to eat didn't you?" Your mom snickered at you. "You really do love him!" She said once more. "Momma! I don't know! Well.. bye!" You said, silently smiling. Your mom just frowned as you left, "there's something I want to tell you but I can't."

You headed to your room and slept, this time till the next morning. "Sunday.." You said as you smacked the alarm clock. "Today is riding day!" You shouted as you got up and put on your long stripped socks for biking. You ran down and met up with your mom. "Hey mom! I'm gonna go riding with Kageyama!" You said as you proceeded out the door. "Here we go, she'll now know."

"Kageyama! Kageyammaaaa!" You shouted. You were confused but it was fine. "Sorry for barging in like this!" You shouted turning the doorknob. As you entered, a living room appeared, this time without furniture. It was an empty oasis. You ran up the stairs toward his room. Your heartbeat, amplifying beats every second, you were sweaty. You went in his room, as your view stretched out.. a stool with a letter on top was in the middle of the room. You ran up to grab it and started reading it, it read;

Dear Y/n,

I know you would want an explanation or something but this is all I can give. Since 5 years ago, you asked me whether I was in nationals for volleyball. Obviously, I was dumbfounded. But that made me realise something. When I grow up, what do I really want to be? A national volleyball player for Japan. Then to reach that goal, I must work very hard. So here I am we're we left off, I left to train harder in a different school, different prefecture. I really didn't want to tell you. Why must life be like this? Leaving dream after dream, if you don't work hard enough, that other dream will be left and you will never complete it then fast forward to the next one. Y/n, do you get it? You were my dream, I wanted to be with you, I wanted to see you see me become a national volleyball player. Here we are, separated. I'm so sorry Y/n, I will see you again. I promise you.

-kageyama

Your tears wet the page until the ink bled. You were in indescribable pain yet... you wanted him to reach his dream. You wanted to be very proud of him. "M-maybe waiting won't be as h-hard. I will s-see you again Kageyama." You sniffled and cried. So this was your true intent in life...

Okay like I'm back and bad ;) soooooo here we go to make up for the first kageyama one :,) please don't read that! Anyways bye lovelies!

Kishiko out!