P A R T Y P E O P L E || N M

0.13

*@paranoidfandom is the mvp*

I followed Michelle up to the back room, thinking of all the awful things that could happen.

"Soooo" I said stuffing my hands into my pocket rocking back and fourth on my heels.

"Look I don't know what I want or what I'm doing Nate. I'm trying to keep myself from you for reasons I have yet to tell you" she said as I nodded.

" I can't stay away. I've tried. The time I was ignoring you all I could think of is what you're doing, what you're thinking about. I don't know Nate. I don't know what I want but I know, I want you" she said.

I wanted to smile but I can't.

I know Michelle, she's always worried about other people and their feeling when it comes to this. So I know there's gonna be problems, especially since her and Sam aren't officially broken up.

"Are you sure" I finally spoke, my throat dry.

She looked stuck, as of she didn't know and she's always sure of herself.

"Nate-

"No Michelle, I told you. I can wait. I don't want you to rush yourself" I said interrupting her.

"Its what I want!" she said firm putting her hands to her head. She walked to a comforter and sat down.

I sighed walking towards her, trying to ease her frustration.

"Hey its ok chelle. There's a time for us. Trust me I've waited for you this long, I can wait a little more" I chuckled as she looked up with her eyes red.

"But I can't" she said sighing and looking down.

"Its hell being with Sammy, I only stay with him because I know the better side of him. But you, with you it all changes, I no longer have a wall put up to keep myself far away enough to be okay if I'm hurt.  I'm myself with you, I'm honest" She said looking at me.

"I just want you" she said slow pausing between each word.

I looked at her, really looked at her.

All I seen was the want, the greed in her eyes. I see what she's going through just by looking.

"I don't want to do this right now but I know you need it" I whispered to her.

I switched spots with her on the comforter so she was on my lap.

She breathed in short heavy breaths as I pulled her hand in mine.

"I'll help you be patient, you can wait this out" I said kissing her neck.

She straightened herself on my lap as my hands went to her hips.

" Its hard for me to wait for you" she said into my ear.

"I know baby" I said kissing her lips.

The kiss was filled with so much need, so much hunger.

I pulled her closer to deepen the kiss, in my head I knew I couldn't take this as far as I want, she's vulnerable right now.

"I need you" she said pulling out the kiss hugging me tightly.

I just smiled, but I couldn't help but think.

This is my best friends girl and  she's cheating on him. With me

*Its about to be Soooo much shit*