P A R T Y P E O P L E || N M

0.24

*read da note @ the end pwease*

I knew I couldn't ponder on this situation any longer. I had to let it go.

Although I didn't want to if I did I would just get caught up in the web with Nate again. I need to move pass that, pass him.

Well today I go out with Gilinsky, honestly I'm pretty stoked.

He has something about him that excites me.

I can't put my finger on it though.

This is the time I really wish I had some actually girl friends. I have a few but none I particularly like.

I looked at myself in the mirror, what am I doing?

Do you know how much of a whore this makes me?

I cheated on Sammy for two fucking weeks before I stopped. I ended it because I couldn't get enough, from Nate. I broke his heart, we all have a past one we aren't proud of but can you be ashamed of what's happening in present time?

They are all friends, hell probably best friends. Here I am fucking shit up, going out with G with just spark shit.

What the hell am I gonna do next? Fuck Johnson?

Im ashamed of myself, I was never like this.

I looked at my outfit, a light blue shirt that went above my bellybutton and white jeans with white converse.

I need to push the thoughts away, I sighed getting my bag and checking my phone.

*come outside I'm here :)* the text from G read.

*Kk* I sent back skipping to the door.

"Wassup" I said as he got out rushing to give me a hug.

A wave of Ralph Lauren cologne hit my nose, a lovely smell.

"Hey" he smiled opening the car door for me.

"After you" he said

"Well thank you" I said laughing sitting down. This is so unlike him.

"So where are we going?" I asked

him as he started the car.

"Some where really cool" he said smiling

I didn't question I just smiled and nodded my head.

After minutes of driving we end up by the woods.

"What's back here?" I asked curiosity getting the best of me.

"A lake" he said

"That's a nice try at seeing my body Gilinsky but aah you see I have no bathing suit" I smirked and he did too. .

"I have one" he challenged getting a nice two piece from his trunk.

"Its a little weird for you to have that you know?"

"Almost stalkerish Jack" I added laughing.

"Maybe I stalk you" he joked.

We dressed into our bathing suits, I looked out at the lake.

This is beautiful, the rocks peek over the water, a water fall pouring into the lake. Trees surrounding us.

We played in the water, splashing and pushing. It was the most fun I had in a while.

I breathed heavily, as we sat at the edge on dry land getting our lunch.

"Michelle, I'm sorry if this was all out of the blue. The date and all" G said as I laid on his shoulder tired.

"It's no problem" I smiled as his glance went to my lips.

His thumb went across my lips, as his other hand met my hip.

He leaned in slowly, his breath present apon my mouth

"Yoo Gilinsky!" Johnson yelled causing us to pull apart.

He smiled with an ice chest in hand, Sammy, Nate and 20 others came from around the big tree.

This is juuuusst great.

*you guys comments make my day Omg like when u guys get excited and ask for an update it honestly makes. e happy. sorry for the sloppy chapter. I have to get the story aligned*