P A R T Y P E O P L E || N M

0.33

-lol you guys are gonna be mad at me-

Yes, I know it's bad lying to her about it but it's all I got. If she really knows what's going on, it'll hurt her so much. I don't have bipolar disorder, I don't have anything. I knew she was gonna find me. All I have is a cold and have to take these pills that give me mood swings as side affects but I'm fine.

I need to stop, I've dug a whole I can't get myself out of. All I have left as an option is, the truth. Too much shit I worry about isn't important.

All this shit with Morgan, all this shit with Sam, all this shit with Michelle.

It's way too much to keep on my chest, now I need to get it off.

*I need to talk to u asap*

I sent Michelle. This might end our relationship but she needs to know.

*yeah sure im on my way* she texted back.
Anxiuosly, I paced back and fourth trying to think how I can tell her this.

It seemed like time flew by because, by the time I looked up she was at the door.

"Hey, you good?" She asked giving me a hug.

"Yeah, just a few things I have to tell you." As the words came put she became serious.

"What is it?" She said taking her coat off and hanging it behind the door.

"I lied"

"What?"

"I lied" I repeated.

"I did something I swore I'd never do to you. I hurt you. I thought I was taking you away from being hurt, going through pain but I didn't. I put you right back in it"

"What are you saying?" she asked as confusion struck her face.

"I'm trying to say, I cheated on you -

"With Morgan" she finished.

"I knew it, I knew it. " she cried.

"I knew something was wrong since we went to dinner with her. Was this your plan this whole time? Is that why everyone is acting so weird? Everyones acting like they're hiding something. Is is because of you?" She ranted.

"Answer me!" she yelled as tears slowly fell from her beautiful eyes.

"No, I-I never wanted to hurt you"

"Then why did you? Don't say you didn't mean to if you did. You knew what you were doing when you slept with her. You knew!" She yelled.

"I stayed with you after countless times you've hurt me, but this is too much. I could've stayed with Sammy if this was the shit I nad to go through Nathan" she said.
"You had to know she was my only friend, my only friend. Or so I thought" she wept.

"But its ok, everything is okay. I'm leaving" she said shaking her head.

"You can't leave me Chelle, please"

"I'm not leaving you, you already left me. You're not the only thing I'm leaving, I'm leaving LA. This life with you isn't what I thought it would be" she said.

"Well what about when you almost slept with Cameron!"

"Oh come on, I was drunk and you know I'd never do that to you. We didn't even sleep together God Nate. You have no one to blame." she hissed.

"As much as it hurts to say this, Nate I can't love you anymore. You took me for granted and now I'm done. I wish you the best with your music, I do. But I can't be amother feature in your life" she spoke grabbing her jacket.

"Please" I said desperately trying to get her to stay.

"Goobye" she said softly kissing my forehead as she walked out.

-I kinda almost cried doing this lol-