P A R T Y P E O P L E || N M

0.17

*Nate is gonna be on sum bullshit this chapter *

Natalie.

I never thought she'd wanna come back after I left her for a chance with chelle.

She looks so full of life, her hair down with nice curls, her eyes vibrant, her smile loud and effective. Part of me smiled.

I cracked a smile moving around Sam to hug her.

"How you been?" I asked against her hair as we hugged.

"Haha I've been good Nate" she chuckled as we rocked through the hug.

"Aye Sammy where-

"Oh. Um hi, you're Natalie right?" Michelle asked as she walked downstairs.

I looked at her seeing the pure and utter shock in her eyes.

I seen something more but I couldnt tell.

"Yes and you are?" Natalie laughed as she stuck her hand out questioningly.

"Michelle" chelle responded showing a small smile shaking her hand.

"Well as much as I love to stay, I gotta go" Michelle said with enough sarcasm for just me to notice.

"Bye babe" Sammy smiled pecking her lips.

She grabbed her coat and walked out the door.

I know there was something more to why she left but I feel like I have closure with Natalie and we can be together again. 

"Let's go somewhere" Natalie suggested

"Alright babe" I smiled

         Michelle POV (oooooo00o0oo)

I walked down the cold streets of LA, its always sunny in Cali but today it would rain on this occasion.

My hands in my pocket burning away the cooling sensation on my hands.

I sat in an alleyway sobbing, thinking and wondering what the fuck I'm doing.

I pulled the joint out my pocket, looking around checking for feds.

I sighed lighting it, trapping it between my lips, I inhaled the smoke intoxicating my lungs with the scent and the feeling I loved so much. Marijuana. As most people know it as weed.

Yeah, I promised I'd stop, this shit makes me do some reckless shit but you know it soothes me.

Right now I need to think.

I need to stop giving my self false hope, me and Nate were never ment to be. We're just party people.

We party, smoke, drink, fuck repeat.

I need to be my old self, the careless kind. I'm getting to attached, I'm latching on. Its time for me to be my own.  Even if it means detaching from Sam.

*Can we talk?* I sent Sammy.

*Yeah babe* he texted back after a few minutes.

I took the two minute route back home I walked in and took the coat of drenched with the smell of my pleasure.

"Sammy we need a break. I'm not saying break up, believe me its not anything you did. I respect you for trying to get everything set but I just need time to myself babe" I spoke hugging him.

"Its fine I understand" he lied showing a weak and fake smile.

"Love you" I smiled

It's true I loved him, just not enough.

I got in my car later on at night dressed for the party.

This should be good, a night away from both Sammy and Nate.

*Ok frfr next chapter is gonna be fire asf*