P A R T Y P E O P L E || N M

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We laughed walking back into the party with Jack, his arm draped around my shoulder.

"Where have you guys been?" Nash said wiggling his eyebrows.

"Outside shut up" I laughed as he smiled.

"Can I take you out?" Jack asked once Nash had gone.

"We were just out" I smirked as he chuckled and rolled his eyes.

"I mean like a date" he said walking over to the couch. 

"Sure then Jack. I could use a day out" I laughed.  But in all complete seriousness I did. I'm too lost in my mind right now, the constant circulation of me and Nate's relationship is giving me a headache.

As of now I'm done. He's so full of shit.

Asshole. A cute asshole. Stop.

I shook my head and breathed in deeply.

"Well as much as I don't wanna leave you Michelle, I have to go get Johnson. He's pretty drunk off his ass" Jack laughed as I did too nodding.

"No its fine, go on" I laughed.

I sat on the couch fiddling with my phone, I really need more girl friends.

"Why were you so cuddled up with G huh?" Nate asked sitting next to me.

The stench of beer reeked off of him. God the smell, I've seen him at his best; this has to be his worst.

"You have some fucking nerve Nate, weren't you just kissing Natalia? Or whatever the fuck her name is" I said getting up heading for the door. This is completely bullshit.

As I walked out the door Nate grabbed my arm.

"If I was, you wouldn't do shit about it" he said with his arms out.

"You're right. I wouldn't do shit. One, because I have too much respect for you, two because I would've beat the shit out that girl and you know this Nate" I hissed.

"Oh what fucking ever Michelle! I fucking love you okay!" He yelled.

"I'm just not good for you, we don't match. We're too much of the party people type to be with each other. No matter how bad I try, I can't stop myself from messing up" He said sitting on the porch.

I sighed loudly turning away from him as he spoke.

"Chelle, I'm not good for you. I didn't just break up with Natalie because I seen you. That actually wasn't even the reason" he spoke softly.

I furrowed my eyebrows turning towards him.

"I'm not a good person, I hurt her. Bad" he said trembling.

"Tell me" I said in a low whisper. 

"Someday I will" He said looking up at me.

"I just need you to stay away from me okay?  I care for you so much, but I can't be with you" he said, his voice cracking.

"I gotta go" he said.

He walked past me, a gust of air hit me. Again the smell of beer hit me but mostly his sorrow.

I never knew there was this much behind Nate, I never knew the pain the laid behind his eyes. I still don't.

I intend to find out, but I don't know how. I am supposed to stay away from him.

But me and you both know, I am incapable of doing so.

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