P A R T Y P E O P L E || N M

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*im so pissed off*

                     Nate's POV

Was she really gonna say it? The three words I've wished to hear from her for so long. I've been such an idiot leading her on and being this way.

But its too late now.

You don't know how much I would give to hear her utter those precious words

"I love you",

Is all I wish to hear from her, simple but very complex.

I rubbed my temples hitting the steering wheel of the car.

What the fuck am I doing ?

I wanna be with her so bad it hurts.

I see her trying to move on you think I don't? I just wish she wouldn't.

                  Michelle's POV

I walked down the road looking around thinking, talking to myself out loud occasionally.

What is it he doesn't want me to know about him? Why is it important?

God, I hate him.

But all in all, love and hate is the same thing.

"There's a thin line between love and hate"

There's times when I hate him, but he makes me love him.

The attraction I have to him isn't normal.

Just the mention of his name, makes my inside scream.

The sense of his touch drives me crazy.

The thought of him loving me almost kills me.

When I see him my stomach drops, but my heart flutters.

When I hear him my heart aches but my ears love the sound.

Slowly and slowly I find my self sinking deeper in a whole, a hole that I can't get out of. I don't want to get out, the hole is the hole in my heart he's filling.

As much as I hate it, I love Nathaniel Montgomery Maloley.

No. I'm IN love with him.

I turned around running towards the lake. I need to see him.

"Where's Nate?" I asked Morgan breathing heavy.

"He's in his car why?" she said frantically as I ran.

"I have to tell him something!" I yelled back to her halfway up the hill.

I seen him about to pull out the lot.

"Nate!" I yelled as I ran up to him car.

I ran into the car knocking on the window.

He looked at me worried as I hushed him.

"Nate as much as I don't want to admit it, I love you. With all my heart. Its not too late, I except you for who you are, not who you were. I love you Nate. I'm in love with you. All I want is for you to love me back" I spoke quickly breathing heavily, waiting on his response.

There was none.

"Michelle, I - I can't" he spoke putting his head down.

My lips trembled as I watched him roll the window up and drive away.

I fell to the floor. Sitting with my legs crossed, I cried.

I brought my hands to my face as I wept.

I cried out loud, all this pain. All this misery.

How foolish could I be to think this would work?

I screamed out crying, why would he do this?

I breathed heavily, barely catching my breath.

Tears covered almost my whole face, the emotional pain was almost unbearable.

Not to mention the physical pain, the hole in my heart, is no longer a hole. Its a stab.

I heard people coming up the hill probably hearing my loud cries.

I sniffled and wiped my nose, running into the woods on the side.

I ran and ran until I tripped over a log.

I landed straight on my stomach in the dirt and grass.

I rolled over , closing my eyes covering my face and cried.

I huffed opening my eyes looking at the sky.

Its late around 10:00 now.

"Why?" I asked.

"Why!" I asked repeatedly louder and louder.

"Why?" it turned into a low cry.

"Why?" I asked one more time before crying myself to sleep.

*I made myself cry Omg lol. Is anyone else mad at Gilinsky. like I'm pissed @ him. smh but sorry if this made u cry even tho I can't make ppl get deep into their feelings while reading lol*