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Nates pov
It's been weeks since I spoke to Michelle, 5 to be exact.

I miss her so fucking much. So much.

I've seen her around but we've avoided conversation with one another.
All the boys keep telling me to move on, but this shit is hard.
Sam is rubbing this shit in my face all the time, only because he's mad she left him for me.
And I fucked up.
She doesn't deserve to be treated the way I trear her, well used to.
As much as I want to get her back. I have to focus on my career.

I have a concert today, for digitour.
I'm really excited, we're performing in Chicago.

"Yo, come on our rides outside" Sammy said as I nodded.
"Alright, lets go" I said getting up.

We took our luggage and went to the car where the über driver was waiting.

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In about twenty minutes, we were at the airport.

We where late so we went straight through security and onto the plane.

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After the flight we went to the hotel, we had 7 hours before the show.

All I wanted to do was sleep.

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"Its show time lets go boys". Our manager Robert said as we sat behind stage.
The crowd was so hype, the people were so loud. I love this feeling, I love this moment.
The melody for, Signs came on and we walked out onto the stage. The crowd roared amd applauded.

"It ain't nothin to a king" I yelled into the mic.
"I'm just tryna live the boss life all night never have to worry bout a thing" Me and sam sung together.
I looked out in to the crowd, I swear I saw her in the front of the audiene.

I stopped singing and rapping, and stared at her as Sam rapped his verse.

I jumped into the crowd, trying to get to her but she was pushing her way out.
"Michellee wait, Michelle!" I said
I grabbed her shoulder and turned her around as a random girl turned around.

She screamed and hugged me as I stood there. I'm going crazy.

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Our performance was over and I sat in the dressing room, when Sam came in.
"Yo what's up with you?" he said as I looked at him.
"I thought I saw her, I swear" I said as he sighed.
"Man you've git to get over her. She's just some random bitch who walked in your life then walked right out" He said.
"Don't say that" I defended.

"We used to be bestfriends, what happened to you?" he asked

I started to listen, and actually pay attention. I have changed, me and Sam used to be partners in crime.

I heard, the door open and close. Leaving me with my thoughts.

As much as I want to get over her I can't, there is a void in my heart only she can fill.
There is so much pain I refuse to feel but I cant avoid it. I love her, I'm in love with her.

I miss her so much, her humor, her smile, just her.

I need her, I want her back so bad.

I need her back.

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I knew my desicion was going to start drama but I don't care. I want her.

I looked back one more time as I got on and closed my eyes.

"I'm coming home".

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