P A R T Y P E O P L E || N M

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I wasn't gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry. Fuck I'm crying.

I should go over there and whoop her ass, I should. Its just I have too much respect for Nate to do so. 

I shook my head. Why would I think this could work? Lately I've been turning into a little caring, soft cry baby ass girl. I've never been so dependent.

Its time to be the opposite.

I laughed through my tears, I swear I'm crazy.

I walked upstairs shaking my head still laughing. It was all just funny to me, or maybe I was trying to coat my pain.

It's whatever.

I went to the bathroom and got a napkin drying my eyes. Fixing my mascara.

"You need to get it together" I said trying to give myself a pep talk.

"Toughin' up"

I showed a smile in the mirror fixing my teal half shirt, and adjusting my black pants.

I retied my Legend blue 11 Jordans walking out.

"You out already?" Gilinsky laughed as I was walking out.

"Haha Nah, just needed some air you know" I chuckled as he handed me a drink.

"I think I need one too" He smiled.

He has a cute smile.

We sat in silence under a tree outside, listening to the light blare of the music; crickets; and just plain nothing.

"You ever feel like something you wanted so bad, is really so wrong?" I asked turning to G sipping my drink.

"Yeah. There's tons actually, one I'm thinking of doing right now" he hinted looking at me.

"I'm afraid that it's gonna mess things up, but it's worth a try" he said with a short chuckle.

"I mean if you want it bad enough, you can have it" I said looking at him, intently.

"Can I show you what I want?" he asked, I smiled.

"Yeah. Go for what you want" I said.

"Just bare with me" he nodded.

I looked confused as he put both hands on the sides of my face, rubbing my cheek with his thumb.

"You're so beautiful" Jack said.

He tilted his head slightly, as did mine. We closed our eyes moving closer to each other's wanting lips.

He teased me, slighty grazing his lips over mine. He smiled against me, I could practically feel it.

"Just kiss me" I laughed pulling him closer.

His face got serious, as he brought his lips to mine. Slowly molding the shale of his lips and mine together.

So much passion and want, so much certainty and greed in the kiss.

Something Nate couldn't give me.

Maybe me and him aren't meant for each other.

He pushed my back onto the grass leaning over me, taking the kiss further.

"This. This is what I've wanted but is so wrong." Jack whispered as I smiled

"Me too"

* I DONT KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING WHUT TF*