Chapter 20: Christmas Joy Pt 4: Awkward Tension

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A/N: I try to use a different picture every time. Of course none are mine.

On the Way Home:

We yet again, sit next to each other on the bus ride. Except this time I couldn't fall asleep because of what happened. I decided to draw during the ride.

I looked at Oikawa for a second to see he was talking to Iwaizumi about something so I decided to ask (Bff/n) my question instead. "Hey, (Bff/n/n)-Chan?" I ask and turn to look at her. She has her headphones in and didn't hear me. I huff in annoyance and go onto my phone to message her for her attention.

(Bff/n/n)-Chan

Yooohhooooo???? :From Me

From (Bff/n/n)-Chan: Oh sorry, were you trying to talk to me?

Yeah but I can just ask you through text :From Me

From (Bff/n/n)-Chan:
Oh alright what is it?

What should I drawwww??? :From Me

From (Bff/n/n)-Chan:
Idk what do you feel rn?

Uncomfortable, Anxious, Nervous :From Me

From (Bff/n/n)-Chan: What why?

I'll just draw a person :From Me

From (Bff/n/n)-Chan: Alright then...
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(Bff/n) and I look up from our phones at the same time, we look at each other. She mouths 'What's up? Are you alright?' and I give her a wry smile with a nod. She narrows her eyes and then pokes Iwaizumi's shoulder. "Hmm?" He hums, turning his attention on her.

I turn back to my sketchbook with an anxious face and start sketching a lonely girl around groups of people in different groups. I can feel Iwaizumi and her eyes on me but I ignore them and continue drawing while listening to my music. After a while of being stuck on what outfit to draw on her, I purposefully snap my pencil led and let out a quiet and irritated sigh.

"You okay (N/n)-Chan?" Oikawa mumbles and pokes my cheek. I literally hiss at him and swat his finger away. "A-Are you okay? Seriously...you just hissed at me..." He mumbles extremely confused and slightly amused. "Are you okay (N/n)-Chan?" I mimicked in a high-pitched voice.

"I'm going to assume you aren't, also I don't sound like that." I look at him with a fake smile. "Whatever would have you assume that?" I bat my eyelashes at him and then look back at my drawing, this time going for a t-shirt and shorts. "No that looks ugly," I mumble under my breath and then notice foreign breath on my cheek. I glare at Oikawa from the corner of my eye and he gives me a smile.

"C'mon tell me what's wrong?" He purrs and I flick his nose. "OW!" He whines and I laugh. "Whoops! My finger slipped, sorry!" I say unapologetically and turn my entire body to the window, sitting crisscross.

"Aww, why won't you tell me!?~." He whines and leans his head on my back. I jump at the surprise contact and sigh, loudly. "Can you not use me as a pillow?" I grumble and he puts his arms around me. "But you're comfy!" He mumbles into my back and I sigh.

"Fine, I'll tell you why if you get off me, I can't really draw like this anyways." He immediately lets go of me and I reluctantly turn around. "So?~." He purrs, I roll my eyes and let him see my drawing better. "I can't figure out what she should wear." I grumble and glare at the incomplete drawing in front of me. He takes a peek at it and raises a brow.

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