Chapter 24: A Breakdown

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After School:

(Bff/n) dragged me to the gates before I could even tell Iwaizumi and Oikawa where I was going. She didn't tell me why she dragged me over here but I have a feeling it has to do with the last time I talked to her.

"Sooo?" (Bff/n) says while leaning against the gate. "So?" I ask and tilt my head. "Tell me everything that happened at the festival." She says with mischievous eyes. "I knew it," I sigh and continue, "Well for starters we just walked around like everyone does," I say and she nods excitedly. "Then we went to the tree that is supposedly enchanted and put our paper pieces on it," (Bff/n)'s eyes sparkle, "What was your wish? Did it come true?" She asks and I shrug.

"I asked for confirmation, in a sense I got it. But then again, I got confirmation that agrees and disagrees with each other." I say and she raises a brow. "You asked for a sign and got two? That contradicts each other...?" She says and I nod. "Not important though, the second to last thing that happened was we came across Barbie-San and I met her." Her eyes widen and then narrow.

"She's an Oikawa-San simp isn't she?" I shrug, "I think she's just trying to use him? She's the fake type." I say and she shrugs. "What was the last thing that happened?" She asks and I blush and look away. "I was leaving and I didn't realize how close it was to midnight and he stopped me to talk before I left...then a firework sounded meaning it was midnight...and..." I don't finish, I just make eye contact and she immediately understands. "Ooohh...OHHH!" She says and laughs.

I sigh and look up at the sky. "Can we stop talking about it now?" I ask and she frowns. "Why? Aren't you happy?" She asks and I twiddle my fingers. "I don't know? No? Yes? Maybe? I'm not happy about it because I'm trying to stay away from him and ignore whatever feeling this is. But at the same time, I feel happy but I can't explain why!" I let out an exasperated sigh.

"Let's just not talk about it." I mumble and start walking away. "Wait! You aren't gonna walk home with them?" She asks and I shake my head. "I need to clear my head." I say and continue walking home alone. 'I guess it didn't rain..' I think as I watch the sky.

Halfway Home:

After a while, I stop walking and take a shaky breath. I realize my eyes have started to tear up and I wipe them. "Don't cry, there's no reason to cry over such a stupid thing as feelings." my voice cracks and I pull up my phone and sit on the ground. 'T-this is too overwhelming..' I think as I start crying.

The Big Three of Seijoh

Did you giys start walking yet? :From Me

From Ace Man Haji: giys?

From Dead Door:
You've never talked in this gc before!?
GASP

From Ace Man Haji:
Yeah we did, why?

From Dead Door:
(Bff/n) was waiting by the entrance
And she told us you left already

From Ace Man Haji:
Is something wrong?

I can't breatge :From Me

From Dead Door: What-

From Ace Man Haji:
Are you home yet?

No :From Me

From Ace Man Haji:
Well, we're on our way

Okay :From Me

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