fragile.

Chapter 34

Chanel POV
I felt a bright light hitting my face. I tried opening my eyes. They shot open and everything was blurry. I moved my head around and focused on the plain white ceiling. I tried moving my arms but found them strapped down. Enormous amounts of pain shot through my stomach and I screamed out. A nurse and doctor burst in and sedated me. I struggled to keep my eyes open as I felt my body weaken. Then, I went back into my slumber.

Tristen POV
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I couldn't think. I can't stop thinking about the pain I've caused Chanel. I love her & she hates everything about me. I have to talk to her, If I can't get her to be mine then I'll have to stick with friends. But will it hurt me too much to not be together with her ?

Tyler POV
I called everyone. Andrea , Kian, Connor, even Sawyer. No one will pick up. Troye held my hand as we waited for news. My best friend could be dying and not one of her friends are here.

Andrea POV
I invited everyone (including sawyer) over to watch movies and we all eventually fell asleep. I woke up and saw I had about 40 missed calls from , Tyler ? I listened to a voicemail . I screamed and heard Kian jump up. I heard my baby start to cry so JC ran to her but I was sobbing uncontrollably. Kian tried to calm me down but I couldn't seem to choke the words out. I slowly calmed down and whispered, "Chanel shot herself . Tyler is a-at the hosp..hospital. " They all ran to their cars and kian basically dragged me to our car. I saw my little girl in her seat , noticing nothing, she was oblivious to all this crap. I wished I could be like that, and thats when the tears struck again.

Tyler POV
I saw everyone run in and head straight for me. They all bombarded me with questions and I explained , choking back my sobs. We all sat down and it was dead silent, that you could hear a pin drop. I saw a doctor walk in and call out ,"Chanel Maraz?" We all shot up and I ran to the doctor. "Whats happening ?" He sighed, "The bullet has to stay in cause if it is removed she could bleed to death. She hit a few major arteries so she will be in immense pain . Chanel will be needed to be on bed rest but once we run a few more tests i think she can go home." I sighed and hugged Andrea. "She can have 1 visitor at a time." The doctor added before he was called away. I looked over at Sawyer who was sobbing, I hugged him so tight that I could feel his tears on my shoulder. I pulled away and looked at the others they all nodded, "Sawyer you can go in first it would be best for you." He looked up and started walking to her room.

Chanel POV
I was staring at the ceiling oblivious to all the machines beeping, and the nurses changing my IVs and medication. I couldn't believe I allowed myself to get to a breaking, no a shattering point. I heard the door open but I didn't move a inch. I closed my eyes and pretended I was asleep. "Chanel, Im so sorry. I've caused you so much pain that Your right I can't recognize myself anymore. Im so sorry baby. I will probably always always love you." I heard his voice crack and he started sobbing . "Im so sorry. Your my home , Your my world, your the good in me. Before I met you, I was an enemy of love, love had only brought me pain. My walls were up, but you brought them down. Heartbreak changed me, and I will always protect you and love you. When I win your heart again and I will, it will not be because of any trickery, it will be because you want me." I felt his lips touch mine and then he was gone. I opened my eyes to see, sawyer looking at my face. I saw a tear go down his face and I tried wiping it away but my arms were still strapped down. He looked about ready to say something but I cut him off, "Are you okay?" He chuckled , "Now that your okay, I'm amazing." He kissed my forehead and walked out with saying a word more. Do I still love Sawyer?