fragile.

Chapter 32

Chanel POV
I went to my room and locked the door . I collapsed on my bed and grabbed my beats. I put them on and connected them to my phone and started playing Earned it by the Weekend (😻) I ignored the pounding on my door and turned it up louder. I closed my eyes and listened to the song. I felt myself dozing off until My door broke down. I saw Ricky bust in and I jumped up as he walked towards me. His eyes were red and bloodshot and he was staggering. He grabbed me and looked at my face, "You can finally be mine." My eyes widened and I was about to yell for someone when he kissed me . It was like the first time we kissed this was forceful and hard. He pushed me onto my bed, I screamed bloody murder and within seconds Connor busted in and yanked Ricky away. I breathed heavily and went to Andrea, "I need to leave." She looked at with with sadness, "We just got you back please don't ." I thought for a moment, "If nothing happens for 1 month I wont leave." She nodded and hugged me. I heard The baby start to cry so Andrea left to go get her. When she was gone I texted Tyler.
To tyler: Can I come stay with you for a week ?
From tyler: Of course girl come on over!!!'
I packed a bag and ran to my car. I got to his house and knocked on the door. he opened and opened his arms. I ran into them and started crying all my emotions out. He whispered words of encouragement while I soaked his shirt with my tears. Im so done with being hurt, It's beginning to overwhelm me. I step back and smile. He wipes my tears away and pulls me inside. I see Troye come downstairs and he hugs me. I smile and take a breath. I walk to the spare room and jump on the bed. I turn on my phone and see I have a like 100 texts from Andrea, JC, Ricky, Wren, and Connor. I groan and respond to Andrea and Connor. Then I delete JC's, Wrens, and Ricky's texts. I've lost so many people this year I just I cant handle it anymore. I look downstairs and see Tyler and troye cuddling watching a movie so I go into Tylers room. I know he has a gun in his room somewhere so I scour the place until I find it under his bed. I write notes to everyone, put them back in my room then go back to his, and Hold the gun to my forehead. I hear tyler burst in and I drop the gun. He inches towards me but I grab the gun and walk away. He runs after me and collides with me I hear a shot go off. He gets off I me and I look down. My stomach is oozing blood. I gasp and cough, I reach for tyler and kiss his cheek. The last thing I remember saying is "Goodbye."