fragile.

chapter 26

Chanel POV
I woke up in my bed with the baby gone?!?! I jumped up and ran to her room and sighed in relief. She was sleeping in her crib. I walked over and saw her slowly open her eyes. "Hi."I whispered. She gurgled and smiled at me. I picked her up and changed her diaper real quick. I grabbed her blanket and walked downstairs. I saw everyone but Andrea and Kian awake. I sat on the couch and played with Caroline until she cried out. I saw JC run over with her bottle. Guess all the guys (except Sawyer of course) stayed over....
I thanked him and started feeding her. I handed her off to Connor and walked to the kitchen to make da breakfast . I started cooking like everything we had.
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I made freaking 50 pancakes, 25 pieces of bacon, a lot of eggs, toast!!!!and waffles. I called out,"FOOD!!!!" Then I heard a stampede of footsteps. I heard the door bell so I walked to the front and it opened to reveal of freaking course ... Sawyer.
He smirked and smiled, "Well hello beautiful ." I tried closing the door but he shoved it open. I looked closely at him and I didn't recognize the person looking back at me. He smiled, "So where have your manners gone aren't you going to invite me for a drink?" I opened the door and he strode in. I watched every him every step he took. He arrived in the Kitchen and I went to Jason's side. Sawyer smirked, "Well you all seem to have forgotten to invite me over for the amazing looking breakfast..." JC and Ricky stood up, "Leave Sawyer , you are the worst possible thing for Chanel and that baby does not need YOU around her." JC said with obvious anger in his eyes. I stood up and grabbed Sawyer by the arm, "Please Sawyer you need to leave." He looked down at me, "Have a chat with me first and Then I'll leave your beautiful home." I nodded and steered him to the porch. I put on my cardigan and looked at him, "Walk with me." I instantly remembered the movies when he said that, he was happier and loving. Now I don't know the man standing in front of me. He walked with me to the backyard and sat down in the grass facing the fields of green. He sighed "We can't have a conversation with you all the way back there." He patted the spot next to him. I sighed and sat down but my eyes never left Sawyer. He looked at me and for a split second I saw the man I loved so much, he looked at me and began talking , "Baby what are you doing here with them? What we had was real I can prove it. Come with me to my house, and I can be the man you loved again. I can change for you ." I sighed and looked at the horizon "I know you won't change cause I can't recognize you anymore and I bet if you looked in a mirror you wouldn't recognize yourself either." He shook his head, "Thank you but I will never stop fighting for you , I will never let you go ." I stood up and brushed off my pants , he quickly stood up and grabbed my arm , he did the last thing I ever expected ... he kissed me. He gripped my waist and pulled my closer, I never closed my eyes I just tried to push him away. Then I did the worst expected thing ever, I kissed back. I kissed him back and then I felt him being pulled away. I turned to see a very pissed off ...Tristen? He grabs Sawyer and punches him and then jumps on top of him. He starts hitting him until I yank him off. He turned toward me and grabbed my arm, "WHY ARE YOU KISSING SAWYER?" I winced at his extremely tight grip. I looked at him, "I don't know I thought he had changed for a moment , He kissed me the way he kissed me on our first date." That just pissed him off more, "DONT YOU GET IT!!!! HE IS A TERRIBLE PERSON WHO HIT YOU ONCE AND YOU THINK HE'S THAT SAME BOY WHO SWOPPED YOU OFF OF YOUR FEET WELL GUESS WHAT , HE WILL NEVER LOVE YOU NOT LIKE ANY OF US DO!!!" I whimpered as his grip tightened "Tristen your hurting me..." He didn't stop he just started at me with pure madness in his eyes. I cried out as he grip my arm so tight it felt like someone is stabbing me. Tristen looked at me and finally released his grip, "Chanel Im so sorry please forgive me I didnt mean to." I shook my head and backed away, "Your as bad as Sawyer." He looked like I just shot him in the face. A tear rolled down my cheek as I ran to the door. I went straight to my room and locked the door. I slid down the wall and sobbed thinking one thing, Is staying here worth getting hurt?