fragile.

chapter 18

Chanel POV
I woke up and smelt food . I popped up and fell off my bed. Everyone laughed and I did too. I saw That someone bought FOOD!!!! I screamed and jumped on sawyer and started eating. He laughed and kissed my cheek. "Gosh get a room." said Tristen while he walked away angry. I got up to talk to to him and found him in his bunk. He looked at me and then jumped up and grabbed my waist and dug his fingers into it. He looked stoned. He forcibly kissed me and i hit his chest and tried to push him away ! I tried screaming but he muted me with his mouth . I kept hitting him but he didn't get off.His hand tried going up my shirt but i hit them away.Then Ricky came and saw and Yanked Tristen off and punched him in the jaw. Ricky ran to me while i cried and carried me bridal style to the everyone. Everyone saw me and jumped up. Sawyer ran to my side and held me tight. I sobbed into his chest. Ricky explained what happened. Amanda came on the bus and saw me and immediately went to Tristen and looked at his face, "You're stoned." she said. He looked at her and spit blood on the floor. "We are stopping at the airport and you are going home. Pack your things and I'll book your ticket" Tristen was shocked. He went straight to his bunk and started packing. Everyone was quiet . I was silently crying as Sawyer rubbed my back. I eventually stopped crying and went to my bunk. I shut my curtain and put my beats on. Everyone tried talking to me or trying to get me to eat but I ignored them. The bus stopped and i assumed we were at the airport . We all went with Tristen to his gate. All the guys bro hugged him except Sawyer. He looked at me and mouthed Im sorry. I nodded and hugged him, "It's okay just go home and get help please." He nodded and boarded his flight. We all just laid in bed the rest of the day. Me and Sawyer were cuddling when he asked me something ,"Why did you forgive him?" I looked at him and said "Because if I didn't forgive him I would feel guilty and so would he I always forgive but I don't forget." He nodded and kissed me
Sawyer POV
I didn't think I did but I love her.
She makes me feels so good about myself. I'm not going to rush her though. Ugh But i have to tell her I love you.
Chanel POV
Me and Sawyer decided to do a YouTube video doing a #ask video
We set up the lightning and had Tyler record.
"Hello everybody its Sawyer here with the beautiful Chanel Maraz. We do have news, I asked her to be my girlfriend and she said yes. So today we are doing a #asksawyerandchanel so we asked yall to tweet us questions and we are going to answer them." he said . "So lets start !" i replied back. "First question from @sawyerisbae ,cute user btw, which one of yall can chew the most gum? #asksawyerandchanel" Tyler chucked us some hubba bubba gum and i was already on my second pack when sawyer was on piece 4. So i won. We kept doing questions and them we were on the last one. " last question from. @chanelisfav do you love each other." I looked at Sawyer who started speaking. "I dont love her." i sighed. He spoke again, "Im in love with her.❤️" He smiled at me. "I love you. " I whispered to him. "I love you too " he said back. We kissed and then did the ending. Sawyer started editing while i went on twitter. He finished and we both tweeted the video was out.
Soon our phones were blowing up cause everyone was shocked we were dating. Lots of people supported it but there was still some hate but it didn't bug me. I watched our video & laughed at our silliness. Then the I love you part came and I blushed. I really did love him. The bus stopped and I realized this is the hotel we are staying at in Tennessee. I grabbed at my stuff and Amanda gave the room assignments," We have the entire 50th floor to ourselves again so I will put you into groups then give you guys your keys, Group 1 Tyler ,Troye, Sawyer, and Connor. Group 2 Kian,Andrea,Hailey,and Chanel. Group 3 Ricky, JC, Sam P, and Trevor. Group 4 Wren,Taylor, Sam, Skylar. Group 5 Corbin and Jason" We all got our room keys and went to the 50th floor. Andrea started growing a bump so we had to be cautious around her. We all set down our stuff and unpacked. Andrea laid down and Kian went to her and tucked her in and kissed her forehead. I got a text from a group chat saying that we all are meeting in Tylers room at 7:00. It's around 6:50 so Me and Hailey go ahead and go to Miss Slays Room(tyler) . We knock on the door and Connor answers. I hug him and he giggles. Hailey greets everyone saying, "THE QUEEN IS HERE!" Tyler came out and said "I've been here peasant." he snapped his fingers and I laughed. Sawyer came over and kissed me. I giggled and smiled. "So my servants when everyone gets here we are playing truth or dare . Tyler said. I nodded. Everyone arrived except Andrea but Kian came! We all sat on the beds or floor. I was sitting next to Kian and Sawyer. Tyler started off "Truth or dare Ricky?" Ricky thought for a minute and replied, "Dare." Tyler thought it through and said, "Go pour water on Andrea." Kian almost protested but then just laughed. We all waited in the door as Ricky got the water. But first kian moved her phone and any electronic. When it was all clear Ricky dumped it and we ran to tylers room. We all acted casual. Then we heard banging on the door. I opened with a simple expression . She barged in and looked at us. Ricky looked so guilty and Andrea saw him. She stomped over and grabbed his ear and yanked him to the elevator. We all followed and ran down the stairs we got down right when Andrea started walking towards the pool. Ricky was embarrassed and his ear was red. Andrea took his phone and wallet and kicked him into the pool. Everyone took out their phones and money and set them in tables. Everyone jumped in except me and kian who checked on Andrea . She was laughing so kian just sat on the edge with her and stuck their legs in the pool. I saw sawyer and Connor get out and walk towards me. I started run so they ran and cornered me so i dove into the pool. I came up and saw everyone but Sawyer i looked around and couldn't find him. Then I was yanked under water.I came up and Sawyer grabbed my waist and just floated with me. I turned and faced him. I leaned in and so did he but i splashed him and swam away. He was shocked and laughed. We all eventually got out and walked back soaking wet and cold. I kissed Sawyer goodnight and went and changed and fell
asleep thinking about Sawyer.

Wren POV
It's so hard. I told her to move on and she did and I'm happy for her and everything but I need to move on. She deserves to be happy and I'm not gonna let anyone ruin that.

Chanel POV
I woke up and heard some freaking loud noises. I pushed opened the door next to my room. since it was partially open and gasped. I saw Sawyer with a girl on top of him and they were kissing. They broke apart and Sawyer saw me. I ran out and went into the room and slid my back down the door and cried. I heard Sawyer trying to talk to me but I just cried . Kian and Andrea woke up . Kian ran to me since he was like a brother to me. I told him everything and he took me to my bed and Andrea laid with me. Kian ran out of the room and I heard him yelling at Sawyer. Sawyer came in and Kian was right behind him. "She was a fan my door was unlocked and she came in and I was drunk she looked like you so I kissed back but when you came it I realized it wasn't you I grabbed her and threw her out of my room. I love you I was so drunk cause i did a Drunk Challenge with Tyler but please forgive me I've never loved anyone like I love you." he said . I was shocked so I said , "Give me 2 days to decide my decision." he nodded and kissed my cheek. Hailey came in and saw everything and ran to me and I quickly explained everything. She nodded and laid with me. What am I going to do?