fragile.

chapter 23

*3 months later*(watch the youtube video above)
Chanel POV
After I left the tour I put my life back together. I model for VS again and it's amazing. Also Me and Connor went to LA and bought a house together. Andrea is due anyday and we kept in touch and have hung out alot. Hailey never contacted me and that caused us to drift apart. I was editing a Youtube me and Connor made when my phone rang. I picked it up and heard.... KEEN DA BEAN! "hey keen." "Um hey could you like come to the Hospital we are on out way! Andreas water broke and she wants you there." I screamed and Grabbed connor and headed to my car. My little niece was being born today. We got to the hospital and I saw Andrea waddling in while kian trailed behind her. I ran toward her and hugged her so tight. She cried out in pain and I walked her to the desk. A wheelchair was brought over and she sat down panting . she squeezed my hand so hard I had to try so hard not to scream out. A nurse starting wheeling her away when Andrea called to me, "You coming?" I smiled and ran towards her.
••••••••Several hours later••••••••••
I've never seen Andrea and Kian so happy. I looked at their beautiful baby girl & smiled at her. Andrea looked at me and gestured
me over. I walked over and she asked me , "Wanna hold your niece?" I nodded and took her into my arms. I looked at the little bundle of joy as she gurgled at me. I held her while Kian talked to Andrea about something but I wasn't listening I was too busy looking at the little cutie. "Chanel, Can we ask you something?" "Of course." I said. "So we have our own house with 4 rooms and we want you to be apart of our babies life. So do you want to move in with us and possibly help raise her?" I smiled , a genuine one, and it was my first genuine smile in months. "Of course nothing would make me happier." She cheered and I gave the baby to Keen da Bean. I sat with Andrea when there was a knock on the door. "Hey i heard the news and i- Chanel?"
I looked over and saw...
Hailey! She ran over and hugged me so tight. She was at a point where she was bawling. "What the heck?" she said. "You left me. I'm your best friend . I sighed "It was so hard for me to leave all of you. But it was a good decision for me." She nodded and smiled. I had my 2 best friends and a new addition to our messed up family.
I was catching up with Hailey when I heard familiar voices. I turned around and saw my old family. Everyone stopped and saw me. I looked at Andrea and mouthed I'll text you. I whispered to Hailey that Andrea had my number. I grabbed my purse amd headed for the door. I felt a hand grab my arm stopping me. I turned and saw Sawyer. I looked at him. He looked worse than I thought. I looked away and walked away from them yet again. "CHANEL! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE!" I ignored them feeling tears begin to fall. I was barely down the hall before a pair of Hands grabbed my waist and spun me around. It was JC? He looked sad, he looked at me and pleaded . I hugged him and i felt his tears in my shoulder. I started crying and felt JC tighten his grip. I looked past him and saw Wren. He looked happy. I broke apart from JC and walked to Wren. He looked at me and said , "I've met someone and I have you to thank for that." I smiled and hugged him. Tyler started crying so I ran to him and Troye and hugged them so tight. I heard a cough and turned to see Jason, Corbin, Sam, Skylar and Tristen. I got in their group hug and laughed. Then Of course Trevor and Sam . I ruffled their hair and Sam looked scared but I pinched his cheeks. Ricky, I looked at him and smiled. I felt some tears but he came and wiped them away with his thumbs. He put his forehead against mine and kissed my forehead. I put my head in his chest and smiled. I missed this. I smiled until I felt myself being pulled away from Ricky's grip. I was spun around by Sawyer. He looked broken and mad. I took his arms off of me and said to him , "Sawyer let me go please ." He shook his head no, " I can't you made everything about me better. You're the good in me." I saw him shed a tear and I wiped it away. "Sawyer it's time, meet someone, make them feel as perfect as you made me feel, Love them more than you loved me." He started crying and I kissed his cheek. "I love you. And because I love you I'm letting you go." He nodded and kissed me one last time and I knew that would be my last kiss with him.
Sawyer POV
I know I said I would move on but I can't. I love her so much and I need her back. God I'm a mess without her and I'm complete when I'm with her. I need my girl back.
Chanel POV
I told Connor my plan and he agreed telling me he was moving in with the rest of O2L. I nodded and we headed to go home and pack. I couldn't get my mind off of seeing the guys. I was so happy for Wren and everyone. But one thing I couldn't get off my mind was why JC was the one to stop me and why Ricky acted that way. I'm glad I saw Sawyer I needed that so I could fully move on, but can I move on?