fragile.

Chapter 22

Chanel POV
After Sawyer left I curled into a ball and cried. I should've said something more and now he's gone. Connor came to my side and picked me up. He sat me on the bed and put his finger under my chin and tilted my head up so I was looking at him. "Chanel, I promise you, It's going to be okay ." He kissed my forehead and was about to walk out when he stopped. He looked at me and ran back and hugged me(yall thought they were gonna kiss ya nastys) I held on to him for dear life . He pulled away and walked out. Everyone came in and tried talking to me but I never responded. I was broken . I was discharged and Connor brought me some sweats of his and a sweatshirt. I changed and it was so baggy on me. We walked out and I saw the limo waiting . I got my beats that Connor brought me and put them on. I blasted some music and got in the car. I saw Sawyer who looked worse than me. His eyes were red and puffy from crying, His hair was everywhere and he looked so sad. I didn't even sit down before I ran out of the limo and started running. I ran until I was out of breath and lost. I couldn't handle seeing the boy I broke ,I just couldn't . I saw the limo and I started running again. The limo cut me off and Wren , Sawyer, and JC got out . I started running until I felt a pair of arms grab and lift me over their shoulder. I hit their back and yelled. I recognized JCs shoes. I just gave up and then I was put in a limo full of worried friends. I just sat by Jason and Tyler and shut up. Sawyer never took his eyes off of me amd neither could Tristen. I hugged Tyler and breathed in his scent . I looked and saw he dyed his hair. Bright Blue 💙 I complimented him and he laughed. The limo stopped and I ran to my room and locked the door. I rushed to get ready for the show since Amanda texted me we rescheduled it. I showered and flat ironed my hair . I put on a black sweater and some white ripped leggings. I put on black hightops and a beanie to finish the outfit. When I approved of my outfit and thought it looked cute I started my makeup. I put on Concealer and Foundation. I winged my eyeliner and did my mascara . I finished and approved off my outfit. I walked out and saw everyone waiting for me by the limo. We all got in and drove to the place. We arrived and go out of the limo and headed inside . We all hopped on stage while Amanda welcomed me back. Girls started pouring in and We grabbed mics & started. We messed around for a while and then it was time for Skylar to sing, he was singing the song Thinking out Loud by Ed Sheeran. We all sat on the stage and I was in Connors lap cause We are bffs. I listened and closed my eyes . Skylar finished and everyone clapped and cheered. Now it was question time(crap), We all sat on stools and starting picking people with questions. "Girl with the Connor Franta poster that is just Frantastic!" Connor said. She laughed and Connor jumped down and put the mic to her mouth amd she said, "Chanel, Are you and Sawyer still together?" I looked at Sawyer and Answered, "No we aren't but we are good friends still." Everyone was shocked. Questions went on but after the first one I was zoned out until someone asked me a question. "Chanel, Are you crushing on anyone?" I sighed and answered, "Well, No but I'm focusing entirely on my Career right now." The show ended and we all headed back to the hotel. We all packed up our stuff and went to the tour bus. I went straight to my bunk and blasted my music. I can't do this anymore. I call Amanda and tell her what I want to do. She blatantly agrees. I write notes for everyone and place them next to them so when they wake up they'll see it. The bus stops at the airport and I grab everything and start walking. Once I got on my flight I leaned back and questioned every decision I've made on this tour. Our attendant announces that the flight may be delayed for a few minutes. I close my eyes and lean back. "Is this seat taken?" I open my eyes and see..... Con da bon. "What are you doing here? Your supposed to let me go remember." He sighs and sits, "Your my best friend, If you leave , I leave." I smile and say. "Where to then?"

Wren POV
I woke up and rolled over. I heard paper crinkle beneath me, I picked it up and started reading
Dear Wren,
I'm sorry I had to say goodbye this way but I'm leaving the tour. I should've been there for you when you were hurt. Wren I want you to meet a girl, fall in love with her, and settle down with her and start a life together. Promise me you won't look for me or call me. This is for your own good. And don't you dare cry or miss me .
For your dearest
Chanel

I felt a tear form but i wiped it away knowing she didn't want me to cry for her. I woke everyone up and everyone read their letters. The girl I loved left without knowing I loved her.

Andrea POV
I read my letter to myself and couldn't believe it.
Dear Andrea,
Do not give this letter to anyone to read except Kian. That baby is going to be so special. Promise you will keep in touch my new number is at the bottom. I want to be apart of that babies life if you let me. I love you sister. Don't share my number with anyone but Kian.
Love,
Chanel
I gasped and showed Kian. He nodded and I held my stomach. She's gone but she wanted to be apart of my babies life.