fragile.

chapter 30

Chanel POV
"What Jc?" I said hopping back in bed. "Make a video with me." he said throwing my covers off. "No, i wanna cuddle with my bed." He shook his head, "PLEASE!!" I groaned and hopped outta bed, "Let me change." He nodded and ran out. I flat ironed my hair and just kept my sweats on but threw on a pink sweatshirt. I did mascara and some bottom eyeliner and called JC. He nodded and set up his equipment . I waited and sat on my comfy couch. He pressed record and covered the camera and did his intro. "And today I have with me the very beautiful Chanel Maraz!! Yayayyyyyy!" I smiled and waved. "So today I asked Y'all to tweet questions with the hashtag #askjcandchanel and we are going to answer some of them." I grabbed my phone and went to a tweet, " @jcishotterthanapepper ,nice user btw, You asked can JC twerk better than Kian?" I looked at JC and we both yelled, "KEEN!!" He ran in and looked at us. I asked him the question and he scoffed. He got into the cameras view and started twerking and so did JC. I laughed and covered my eyes. "I think I won." Kian said while walking out. JC shook his head. "Next question from @O2Lislife , Is Sawyer and Chanel ever getting back together? " I breathed in and said, "I don't know but for now I'm focused on you guys." The questions went on and on and We had so much fun. "Last question for today is from @JCmarryme. Do you got a bae or nah?" I laughed and looked at JC who got serious. "Well there's this one girl who can brighten my day just by smiling. She's perfect and deserves the perfect guy. She is so much more than a simple girl. Also, She's sitting right next to me." I gasped and looked at him and he was looking right at me. I stood up and ran out of the room ignoring JCs calls. I hopped in my car and drove straight to the place that no one would find me.

JC POV
That was not supposed to happen. I ran downstairs after ending the video. I saw everyone stop and stare at me, the only noise was Caroline giggling. "What did you do?" Trevor asked me. I sighed ,"Well um I kinda told Chanel how I felt about her during a video and she ran out..." I saw Jealousy in Ricky's Eyes and a hint in Wrens? I saw Andrea sigh, "You guys are making it harder in her. She doesn't need y'all making her decide and bombarding her with your feelings." I sighed, "Hate when your right." She smiled and added, "Don't go looking for her she needs time to cool off and decide some stuff I know her and She would want to be alone." I nodded and trudged up the stairs. I grabbed my camera equipment and saved the vid and packed it all up. Maybe I should back off and let her decide... Sike . Man I need to nap.

Chanel POV
I arrived and walked to the spot. I was at the lake where I shot a lot of pictures for VS. I walked to the big rock and sat down facing the lake. I sighed , Why can't I be with one guy and just be happy without anything going wrong? I groaned I got one messed up love life. I could've stayed with Sawyer and been happy but of course something went wrong. Me and Ricky could have been together but no Tristen wrecked everything. Gosh. maybe i should give up on my boys and date my phone.....
nahh. I breathed out and scanned the horizon. I pulled out my phone and went to my music. I started playing I'll be good by Jaymes Young. I listened and just stared at the landscape. The song ended and I looked up and realized something. I've been so focused on boys that I haven't even sorted out my feelings. Ugh ... I started walking back to my car and hopped in. I drove home and parked in the driveway. I stared at the front door and sucked a breath in. I breathed out and headed to the door. I walked in to utter chaos...