Learning How to Love In Hugh University

Chapter 1

Today is my first day pero eto at late agad ako.

"Miss Cruz? Oh come in, the class is already started but, it okay, so come in." Our adviser said with a smiling face.

Pero inferness mabait ang mga teacher dito.

Pagpasok ko sa room, nagulat ako dahil sobrang tahimik, yung wala talagang ingay, as in. Teka, bakit nag memeditate tong mga to?

"Okay class, eyes here, mamaya nyo na ituloy ang pag memeditate, we must first need to introduce our lesson to our new student." Sabi nya habang nag lalakad.

"The first thing Ms. Cruz is.." sabi nya sabay lapit sa akin. "Follow what I will say." She said seriously. Nawala yung maamo nyang mukha. Shit mukhang mas matindi ang mga teacher dito!

"Next is sit properly, sit straight." She said habang inuunat ang likod ko.

"And then position your legs like this." And then she crossed her legs.

"Wait, I already know the basics Ma'am, I can do it na po--"

"What is my first rule again?"

I gulped. Tangina. "Follow what you say."

"So.." she stared at me fiercely. "Listen to me."

Fuck, she's scary. Tapos itong mga kaklase ko parang walang pakialam. Parang sanay na sila dito sa teacher kong matapang. Tang'na.

"Next is put your hands in your knees with this position and then close your eyes and think nothing. And then if I ask you what you saw, you will answer me politely. Are we clear--"

"Yes." Sabi ko sabay pikit ng mata ko.

Like what she said, wala akong inisip, and then may thoughts na pumasok sa isip ko. Oh fuck, sa daming pwedeng pumasok sa isip ko sya pa?

Kung sino? Walang iba kundi yung ex ko. Hindi ko naman talaga sya sineryoso eh, pero hindi ko alam na nag seryoso pala sya.

It was just a dare ng mga kaibigan ko sa I think pa 5th school ko? Sabi nila, maging boyfriend ko raw yung campus heartdrob nila.

Edi ako namang gustong gusto ng challenge, ginawa ko syempre.

Nagpakita ako ng mga intensyong gusto ko sya and then kalaunan, niligawan nya ako.

Sinagot ko sya, because yun ang dare. Naging mag on kami, hinatid sundo nya ako, tapos nagpakilala pa sya kina papa na boyfriend ko daw.

Pagkatapos nyang sabihin yun kina Dad. Sinabi ko na sa kanyang hindi ko talaga sya mahal. Na dare lang yung ginawa ko.

Syempre he asked for a second chance dahil mahal pala naman talaga nya ako. Pero no, hindi ko sya binigyan ng chance dahil alam kong hindi ko naman talaga sya minahal. Kahit pagbalibaliktarin mo pa ang mundo wala talaga akong feelings dun.

I was taken aback to the reality nung marinig ko ang boses ng teacher ko.

"Mr. Hugh what did you saw?"

"I saw a girl Ma'am. She's beautiful, rich but also a snobber, fierce and mataray.."

Wait that voice, its familliar.

"I saw her while she's slammibg the door close"

Fuck, its Mark.

Imumulat ko na sana ang mata ko para mura murahin sya pero sumingit yung adviser namin. Arghhhhhh tangina!

"No one will open their eyes."

And then nag patuloy na sa pag kkwento si Mark. Nang biglang tinawagan ako ng teacher ko.