Learning How to Love In Hugh University

Chapter 41

"Sapphire sorry, I'm really sorry." Ilang beses nya na tong sinasabi sa akin ha.

"Hey, okay lang ha. Hindi naman iisang beses lang ako natulog sa sahig." Obviously I lied. Ngayon lang ako natulog sa sahig. "Masarap matulog sa sahig ha." Another lie. Ang sakit ng likod ko dahil wala namang kutson dun tapos hindi rin ako nakatulog ng ayos.

"Sorry talaga--"

"Stop that na nga, o eto mag almusal kana. Okay kana ba?" I asked Kelly.

"Oo naman." She sighed. "Sorry sa drama kagabi."

"It's okay. It's normal when you love. Normal lang na umasa, and then masaktan at umiyak."

She sighed again. "Thank you for comforting me."

"It's nothing. Really."

"You know, I'm thankful to have a good friend like you. You're so caring. So polite, respectful. Ah, everything. No doubts na nagustuhan ka talaga ni Mark and Felip."

"Hey, I've been through worst. I mean, I'm not like this before." Sabi ko at napatigil sa pag hahalo ng kape ko.

"What do you mean?"

"Hindi ako magalang. I treated others like they are nothing. Parang wala lang. Kahit nga yung dean  ng school namin binabastos ko." Sabi ko nalang at napatawa ako. "I'm also a total bitch back then. Ah, memories bring back." Sabi ko at natawa.

"Spoiled." She mouthed.

"What?"

"You're only just spoiled kaya ka ganon. Your attitude isn't that. Your good from the inside, your only just seeking attention." She said at tumayo para dalhin ang plato nya sa lababo.

"You raised your hands yesterday when the question do you have family problems have been dropped right?"

I nodded.

"Your problem is that your parents didn't give you the attention you always wanted. Am I right?"

I sighed and then smiled weakly. "They said, they love me. They said they will do anything for me just to make me happy. But, I can't feel happiness because of them manipulating my fcking life. Alam mo yung, sira na ang buhay ko tapos sisirain pa nila? Ang galing di'ba?" I said and then chuckled.

"I'm already dumb. Hindi na ako iiyak ng dahil sa emotion na yan." I said at kinuha yung pinggan.

"Aalis kana ba?" I asked.

"Oo, I'll see you later ha. Thank you again." She said and then lumabas na sya ng dorm namin.

Pagkatapos kong mag hugas ng playo ay pumasok na ako ng banyo para maligo at pumunta sa dorm nina Mark.

"'Oy Sapphire pinagluto mo rin ba ako ng almusal?"

"Oo nandyan sa lamesa." Sigaw ko.

"Sige, thank you!"

I rolled my eyes at binuksan na ang shower.

Pagkatapos kong maligo ay nag bihis na ako at lumabas.

"O nakain ka pa rin?" Tanong ko kay Gail na nainom pa ng kape.

"Alam mo naman na mabagal akong kumain."

Napailing nalang ako. "Nga pla Gail pwede ba akong humingi ng tulong?"

"Ano yun?"

"Anong magandang movie ang pwedeng ipapanood kay Mark?"

She just laughed on my question.

"Seryoso, yun na yun? Hello mas madaling mag tanong sa may katawan." Sabi nya habang naiiling.

"Bilis na o."

"Alam mo, si Mark nalang ang tanungin mo, ang alam ko kasi hindi yun mahilig manuod ng movies eh." Sabi nya at tumayo.

"Tanungin mo nalang ha." She said at pumasok na ulit sa kwarto nya.

Napa buntong hininga nalang ako dahil dun. Alam kong marami na akong napanood na movies pero hindi ko alam ang gusto ni Mark eh.

I just wore my jeans and a white t-shirt and a leather jacket. I also wore my boots. Seryoso, pasaan ba ako? Pasa dorm lang naman ako ah. I won't assume na may pupuntahan kami.

"Sigurado kang pasa dorm ka lang nya? Ang ganda ng get up mo ah." Sabi sa akin ni Gail.

"Shut up. Ngayon ko lang to ulit na suot." Sabi ko at tumingin sa salamin.

Naka lugay lang ako. My hair is long and curly. It's my normal hair. Virgin pa 'tong hair na toh.

"Aalis na 'ko."

"Babalik ka ha bago mag gabi. Babalik ka ha." Pero alam kong iba ang ibig sabihin nun.

"Tse!" Sabi ko at isinara ang pinto.

Naglakad na ako papunta sa dorm nina Mark. At nung nasa tapat na ako, ay akmang kakatok ako ng biglang bumukas yun.

"Felip? Pasaan ka?" Yun na alang ang natanong ko dahil may dala syang backpack.

"A-ah, s-secret." Sabi nya at umalis na.

Weird.

"Sapphi-- cool!" Mark said while scanning me from head to toe. "Where are we foing again?" He asked while smiling.

"Dito, manonood ng movie--"

"Nope. Your outfit is so good. We can move our movie marathon tomorrow." He said and then pumasok ng room nya.

"Hey."

"Wait, I'm changing my clothes!" He yelled.

"Oh. Okay."

"But you can come in if you like."

"What the hell!" I said.

"Done!" He said and then lumabas.

He's wearing a jeans, a black t-shirt, a leather jacket, a black boots and a black hat. Well it fits him. He looks so cool in all black.

"You look so cool! Ang cool mo sa black!" Sabi ko habang nakangiti.

"Let's go?"

"Where are we going? Akala ko manonood tayo ng movie?"

"Oo, manonood tayo ng movie. So let's go!" He said at hinila ako tapos ay kinuha nya ang susi nya.

"Hey, akala ko diyo lang tayo sa dorm?"

"C'mon, you're so stunning only just to stay in my dorm."

"Where are we going then?"

"A date my love. Now let's go!" He said at hinila hila ako.

Nung makarating kami sa sasakyan nya, he ordered me to buckle my seat belt.

"Nag paalam ka ba sa dad mo?" I asked him

He got his phone-- wait, may cellphone sya? Forrbiden yun sa university na toh.

"It's jut a secret. Keep it a secret for me love." He said and then winked.

"Hello dad."

"Yes? Where are you? You're outside right? You're using your phone."

"Yes dad, I'm outside the university."

"Are you with Sapphire?"

"Uh, yes dad."

"Be back before midnight."

"Yeah sure."

"And oh, one thing. Did you practice safe se --"

"Dad, I-i'm hanging up bye!" He said and  then ended the call.

"Did you, understand what he said?" He asked worried.

"No." I shook my head.

"Ah, good." He sighed relieved.

This is going to be a long trip! I'm excited!

~4572Angel