Fall Inlove Again

FIA34- Welcome to the Family

"Shhh, don't cry sweetie. I'm here." Austin shushed me to stop me from crying.

I cant believe he's here with me, locking me in his arms. My heart is beating fast. Nanatili akong nakayakap sa kanya at umiiyak sa kanyang dibdib.

I miss everything about my Austin. Days without him is like a day i can't live in this earth. I'm so inlive tk my Austin, it kills me to think of my life and my baby sake without him looking forward into our brighter future with him.

Hiniwalay ko ang mukha ko sa kanyang dibdib. Our eyes met, A smile and twinkle lit up his eyes as he looked at me, "Shh, don't cry." he uttered then he cupped my face with his big callous hands, wiping my tears away.

"Sorry." iyon na lang ang tanging nabanggit ko.

He hummed, "Sorry for what?" he asked.

"I am terribly sorry for my stupidity. I'm sorry for hurting your feelings, Austin i mever wanted to make you feel that pain . You don't deserved that pain, Austin. Sorry for leaving you hanging without any explanation. I deserve to be loathed and hated, Austin for everything I've done."

Parang sa aming dalawa ay ako ang mas nasaktan dahil ang sakit na ibinigay ko sa kanya ay mas doble sa akin. I love him with all of me but i hated myself for hurting him. Yes i have a reason for choosing my family over him. I left my happiness just to saved my family. But this time I'm choosing him over my family. Austin is all i have. Austin is my family. Austin is my home.

He kisses the tip of my nose and smiles, "You don't have to be sorry. It's not your fault for choosing your family. I know how much you love your family. At first i was madly mad to you but your ex-bestfriend explained to me everything. I'm sorry for hating you in my mind." natatawa niyang sabi.

"Am i forgiven?" i softly asked as i cupped his jaw.

He grinned at me. Austin leaned in closer, I could feel his breath on my ear, "Yes if you surrender your body to me, tonight." he seductively whispered into my ears.

Ramdam ko ang pamumula ng aking pisngi at paglambot ng aking tuhod. Buti na lang ay hawak niya ako kung hindi ay tiyak na napaupo ako sa malambot na sahig. I looked away as he look at me full of desire.

I missed him and I missed his touch, his masculine scent, his butterfly words, his kisses but i have pride tonight. Kahit ano pang excuses na sabihin niya. For pete sake I'm pregnant. Ayaw kong madaganan ang anak ko. Ayaw kong mapahamak ang anak ko.

I sighed then punched him hard on his abs. Narinig ko ang ainghap ng ilang mga kaibigan niya pero mas nangingibabaw ang tawa ko at ang tawa ni Trevor na nasa aking likod. Kakapasok niya lang. Hawak ni Austin ang kanyang tiyan habang ang kanyang mukha ay tila nagmamakaawa sa akin.

Cute pero hindi iyon tatalab sa akin.

I made a cute face, "Masakit?" nag-aalalang tanong ko sa kanya na may kasamang sarkasmo.

He nodded, "Para sa iyon?" mahinang niyang tanong.

I folded my arms tightly across my chest, "You jerk!" naiinis kong sigaw, "I'm pregnant tapos yayain mo akong magpakasarap!"

I heard them gasped while austin is in shocked state. Nang ganun pa sila ay nagtungo ako sa kusina. I'm craving of strawberries. Binuksan ko ang ref para magtingin kung may stock pa dahil kanina ay madaming dinala si Trevor. Nagliwanag ang mukha ko ng makitang meron. Hinugasan ko ito at kumuha ng whip cream. Hindi muna ako nagbagoong dahil gabi na.

"A-are you... what?" nauutal na tanong ni Austin ng lumapit siya sa akin.

Inistorbo niya ang pagkakain ko. Sumubo muna ako ng isang piraso at timingin sa kanya, "I'm pregnant to your child." i stated then back to my business.