"uff" my stomach ached from all the food I ate with Wil, he literally made me eat everything that I ordered. At first, I thought it was because he doesn't like to waste his money but boy was I wrong because he said he likes his women at peak performance. What the hell!
He seriously needs to get a girlfriend I honestly can not control him any longer. I leaned all my weight on the door handle because when you eat the way I do your own legs can't support you. "urgh" I yelled to no one as I slammed the door shut behind me and then grumpily tossed my shoe into the shoe cupboard, thereafter, I left my bag on the table. I grabbed my hairband that was laying on the table and gripped my hair into a bun finally some sort of comfort. There is nothing better than having all your hair away from your face especially after a long and tiring day. I walked into the living room as I removed my top, at first, I thought I saw something, but I was drunk on food, so I moved closer to my couch to confirm whether its a figment of my imagination or not. I immediately put my shirt back on unbothered to tuck it back into my skirt, then grabbed the vase as softly as a cat and slowly approached him as a lion would do for a prey.
I took all the energy contained in my body and swung the vase with an intention of hitting his head but within a blink of an eye he ducked down, and the vase ended up hitting me hard. Normally in the movies its supposed to shatter but I guess we are not in the movies. I began violently rubbing on my arm to sooth the pain as I continued to eye the intruder, the minute he turned towards me, shock took over my body making me feel numb as the vase fell out of my hand and shattered into a million different pieces before I could say bazinga "Derek what the hell are you doing here?"
"I came to talk to you" he said innocently. I don't remember inviting him how on earth did he even come inside.
"Don't tell me you entered through the window or broke the lock on my door because we are not in twilight" come to think of it the lock didn't look damaged nor do the door hinges, so I don't think he broke in.
"No, I simply walked through" he said and looked to the left then back at me with a shrug.
"You can't simply walk-through Derek-" I said drawing an invisible pathway with my hand and continued to say "There is door allowing certain people in"
"You didn't lock the door." I took a minute to retrace my memories and he was damn right I forgot to lock my door.
"I can't believe after so many years you didn't learn to lock the door" he said as he looked me in the eye with an intense look and walked closer to me as I let out an eyeroll to hide the extreme butterflies building up in my stomach. I have loved this guy since forever I never thought he would come back but here he is the minute our noses touched, my heartbeat accelerated to the skyline and then to add the icing on the cake he slid his arm around my waist and lifted me up causing me to wrap my arms around him as he walked away from the shattered pieces and he gently placed me on the floor still keeping the closeness between us. His hands reached out to hold the crescent ,with a pearl dangling from its tip, that laid on my collar bone.
"I love you to the moon and back" he read from what was engraved on the crescent, I couldn't take it any longer, that saying was our thing I remember every night he would message me it no matter how angry he was at me. Even though it was a over the phone texting doesn't make a relationship less important.I could feel the lump forming in my throat. The walls were closing in and I could hear nothing besides my own heartbeat and only one scene was playing in my head like a loop.
"We have to break up."
"What" suddenly I felt as if the air was breathing was inadequate causing me my to not hear properly.
He placed his hand on my cheek and caressed it softly causing me to crave more of his touch.
"I have to do this" he said with a pained look on his face as be placed a square and soft velvety box in my hand and leaned into my ear and whispered, "Don't wait for me".
"Don't go" I muttered more to myself than him as I tried to keep the tears in which was a battle I was losing really tremendously.
I didn't want to cry but these traitors were welling up that I could no longer contain them. It was like the rain after a treacherous drought.
"Freya look at me" he said gently yet I had no strength to look at him. I can imagine how desperate I look, me crying in front of my ex, how insulting. He guided my chin as gently as he would do with a baby almost as if he would break me if he applied too much force. Even though my face was facing him my eyes could not muster the courage to look at him on top of that the stupid sniffing started. My cry doesn't even look like a cute cry.
"wh- why?" I asked with a crack voice still looking anyway but him.
"I promise to tell you when the time is right"
"why is now never the right the right time" finally I looked up at him with a blurry vision seeking for some sort of comfort in him.
"Can you trust me" he asked cautiously, and the pleading look on his face gave me some sort of comfort and emitted some sort of aurora that made me nod my head and reply "I trust you" but shortly answered after a while ".... but to an extent" I am not allowing him to just walk in and out of my life whenever he wants to. If he wants his place back, he has to work for it, and I am not going to make it easy for him. No matter how much I still love him.
He tilted his head with small knowing smile and muttered "of course. I should have saw that coming"
Damn his flippen stubbles, he has to get rid of it because its a huge turn on for me.
Authors note..
The above picture is of the same necklace that she never took out.
A big shout out to my friend Seri for helping me edit and write this chapter. I was really sick since I have covid. At least one positive thing happened so far
* hehehe I literally laughed at my own joke before I can write it*
so yeah she helped me a lot. I like Wil way more Derek, I am thinking of giving Wil his own story so let me know what yourll think.
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Write it on the skyline( Derek Hale)
FanfictionEveryone falls in love but few stay in love. Freya had everything in life besides him and he had nothing in life besides her. *** "I have to do this" he said with a pained look on his face as be placed a square and soft velvety box in my hand and le...
