Write it on the skyline( Derek Hale)

Chapter 35

A baby was supposed to be good news, but it wasn't in my case. My mind was way too clouded, I could not for the life of me accept any of this.

"Is there no hope at all to save us both?" I asked hesitantly.

"I am afraid not...you can sleep over your decision" he gave me a little pat on my back to give me some sort of comfort before he left but it just made me feel worse. I turned my body on the other side and slanted the pillow so I was able to hug it before I could even process anything I could feel a tear creeping down my cheek like a spiteful thorn in a rose.

I wanted to go home so badly.

So, I stood up and unhooked the needle from my skin which made me flinch slightly and then signed my dismissal form.

The minute I walked out of the building it poured down almost as if the world was crying for me and drowning me in its sorrow. I didn't even bother about the rain, I just walked, walked...and walked.

Until finally I crouched down and hugged my knees to my chest and started crying. I didn't want to die; I didn't want my baby to die, nor did I want those stupid arguments with Derek to die. I want to grow old...with him.

Is that too much to ask for?

Then it hit me.

Do I tell him?

Does he have to know and if so, how do I tell him?

I got back up and noticed that there was no one was on the street because of the rain which was a good thing. Imagine everyone seeing me cry been the perfect thing to make this the worst day of my life. whether anyone saw me or not it is still the worst day of my life, and nothing is going to change that, Nothing! I walked further and finally halted a cab.

When I got inside the cab, I just realized how cold it was, there were goosebumps all over my arm.

When I got out of the cab and walked into the apartment I was greeted with the lovely smell of hot chocolate and decided to follow the aroma into the kitchen. When I saw him busy inside, I suddenly knew it? I want to be with him all the time, I don't want somebody don't know to come in between us.

"Freya you are soaked," he said in shock.

He immediately rushed me into the bathroom while using the dishcloth to dry me as I laughed. He is truly the cutest and the best. I had a hot shower and grabbed my warmest clothes to use along with my Christmas socks then went back into the living room... it took me a while to notice that a song was playing in the background, it was put your head on my shoulder by Paul Anka.

Which made me laugh and at that exact moment out of nowhere Derek scooped me up and twirled me around the room as the lyric repeated 'Put your head on my shoulder' I put my head on his shoulder, and we just swayed side by side as the music continued to play.

When it finished, I looked up and suddenly sneezed which made both of us laugh.

I felt like this was the perfect moment to as him, so I went ahead "If I die would you-" I took a deep breath and continue "Would you take care of something I left behind"

He took hold of both my hands and look me straight in the eye and said "First of all you are not going anyway and second yes I would"

"Would you give it the same love even If you knew that thing caused my death?"

He looked at me puzzled and just when he opened his mouth to say something there was a sudden ringtone interrupting us. The minute his warmth left me I knew I couldn't leave him. I wanted to be selfish just this one time. I want to be that person who refuses to give up.

I sat down on the sofa and switched the tv on which was showing 'The breakfast' the minute Derek finished his call he collapsed down on the couch and scooped me up in his arms and laid a kiss on my forehead, we then spent the rest of the evening cuddling.