Chapter 12

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I pushed against his chest to create some distance between us " I am going to take a shower" I stated and continued walking towards my room but halted at the bedroom entrance then gradually turned to give him a stiff look as I said with a wicked smile "clean up your mess" referring towards the vase that broke.

He looked at me with a smug-ish smirk almost as if he knew I was going to ask him to do that. Well As I said I am not going to easy on him. Not at all.

I slipped into my cotton Noddy pyjama pants and tossed on its matching shirt along with my socks. I looked in the mirror and I do have to say I look cute. Its definitely getting late and I think Derek should definitely leave, theres no way he is staying here especially after our last encounter. Gosh that kiss was indeed steaming but it was not supposed to happen. I just hope he doesnt speak about it, if he does I pray to god in advance to remove me from this world. Immediately.

The minute I walked away from the mirror and opened the door I noticed Derek was in the kitchen making well...something I leaned my side against the door causing my hip to be more prominent as I folded my arms across my chest. At this point I was shamelessly examining him. He wore a black shirt that was lose at the torso, but the sleeves clung to him like second skin showing off his muscles. I moved my eyes down his torso which caused butterflies to build in my tummy as I began smiling to myself like mad, to contain my blushing I brought my right hand to my mouth as my eyes moved to his black jeans. Well... he loves black I doubt he wore anything other than it willingly. For some reason the shoes were much closer compared to when I started off checking him out, shit my eyes flew up to see him standing an arms length away from me causing me to immediately straighten myself and wipe the stupid smile off my face while he stood there with two coffee mugs in his hand and he wore that smirk like crown, clearly indicating that was caught checking him out.

"So, since you are giving me second chan-"

"I am not giving you a second chance until you tell me why all of a sudden you decided to come back and the why you left" I said as I took the coffee away from him and continued to speak "There's no point in beginning a relationship on a foundation of lies"

He let out a loud sign as he looked at his feet while his mind remained in a deep battle after a few minutes he shot his head up and took a deep breath in and finally said "I don't think I can tell you the truth"

I forced my eyes to look directly into his in hope that he would tell me the truth, but it seems like he made his mind up so I turned my back on him doing my best to hold in my tears that were balanced on the rim of eyes and said with determination "I think its best that you leave"

I could not hear a single thing move for about five minutes it was almost he had evaporated but I could still feel him there. I heard a few shuffling before he placed his mug down and began walking , I could hear him close the door. Maybe I should stop him. I began tapping my thumb furiously against my mug why the hell cant I make up my mind. Urghhhh.I think I should stop him.no I should not stop him.

I should

I should not.

There was sudden rush of adrenaline that made me leave my mug down and rushed the outside to follow him. I clicked the elevator button voraciously, but it was taking too long so, I decided to take the stairs. I have never moved that fast in my entire life I ran down the hallway and I could feel my legs burning from the run, but I kept on going. I stopped the minute I saw him outside the building. Damn does he move fast.

I placed my hands on my legs as I bent my body grasping for air and then finally yelled "Derek!" he immediately halted in his steps and turned around which was abnormally excited for his personality.

I should not

I flipped my hand like I was brushing away a fly and said the first thing that came to mind "urmm...take care" when I actually wanted to say was stay.

Can the earth swallow me up now.

He tucked his hands in his pocket and said with a mirth "I will see you tomorrow" I could not help but smile after all these years he could still understand me. Even through the messages he could understand how I feel and the worst part that he could read in between the lines allowing him to understand me better than anyone else on this planet. If he stayed, we would have made it. I am sure.

Authors note

Hey! guys I hope yourll enjoy this chapter, I don't think I will be able to update anytime soon due to my laptop being broken please bear with me.

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