Conquering Love over Lust

Kabanata 14

(Warning: Rated SPG ahead. Read at your own risk."

Hinalikan niya ako nang mapusok. He's kneading my other breast while trying to deepen the kiss. I kissed him back like I've seen an oasis in the middle of a desert. I don't know kung paano niya akong nahubaran. Ang bilis ng pangyayari.

I've lost awareness of the time and the things around us the only thing that matters to me now is the fire he'd ignited inside of me and the delirious sensation he has to awaken in my whole system.

The next moment I knew, we were already in my room and he was slowly laying me down in the bed without breaking our kiss.

Pinaglandas niya ang mga labi sa aking panga pababa sa aking leeg hanggang sa aking dibdib. I arched my back as if reaching something I can not yet reach. A loud moan escaped from my mouth na halos hindi ko iyon nakilala.

While his other hand was busy caressing my stomach down to my bossom. Paunti-unti niyang hinaplos iyon hanggang sa gitna ng aking mga hita. I almost gasped at the tension upon his warm touch against the fabric of my panties.

Nakakabingi yong sobrang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko. Umangat siya sandali para maghubad ng damit. He took off his shirt then unbuckled his belt. Until his proud member sprung free...

"Kriiingggg....kringgg....."

Naalimpungatan ako sa lakas ng tunog ng alarm clock ko. Napabangon ako bigla, habol ang hininga at malakas ang pintig ng puso. May sumigid na kirot sa sentido ko sa biglaang pagbangon. Nanunuyo ang lalamunan ko. Napahilamos ako ng mukha at frustrated sa itinakbo ng panaginip.

Frustrated, hindi dahil nabitin  ako kundi dahil- Ugh! I felt myself wet down there. I drag myself up and went straight to the bathroom. Isa-isa kong tinanggal  ang saplot at ini-on kaagad ang shower. Nagising ang buong diwa ko sa malamig na tubig.

Buset! Napapailing ako habang nakatapat sa ilalim ng dusta. Another wet dream. Ganoon na ba ako katigang? This is the second time l dream about Sai making love to me. Pati ba naman sa panaginip ayaw akong tantanan ng gagong 'yon. 

Mamatay na siya... I almost rolled my eyes when I heard the silent curse from the other side of my brain. 

Anong orasyon ang ginamit niya at ganoon ang napapanaginipan ko? We had a row the last time he came here and confronted me about leaving Giovanni. Wala naman siyang potion na pinainom or any ritual- Unti-unti kong naalala ang huling tagpo namin. That was three days ago, the night after Giovanni visited me.

"I'll make you. By hook or by crook, I'll make you mine." Babala niya habang matiim na nakatitig sa aking mga mata. He's imprisoning me by his frame and his arms on both my side.

"You can't." Nakangising saad ko.

"Hindi mo sure." panggagaya niya sa madalas na expression ko with my friends.

"Bilog ang mundo. Malay mo one of these days, ikaw ang maghabol sa akin. Chasing and begging me with puppy eyes..." malumanay niyang pahayag na tila sigurado-sigurado siya. May diin ang bawat salitang binibitawan.

"Then, I'll watch and see you fail, one of these days."

"It's alright. If that would mean, me, being your sweetest downfall."

He left that night, giving me a cursed kiss that made me stay up all night, and his signature smirk, assuring me, he'll be my downfall.

Downfall my ass! Siya ang paluluhurin ko at ipapakain ko sa kanya lahat ng maling akusasyon  niya! Tignan natin kung sino ang mas mabubusog sa aming dalawa.