The Beanie

Chapter 7

Raven POV
~4pm~

I was dressed in black bike shorts, a button up red and black flannie (that I found in the wash, which I assumed was Ash's shirt) and my now faded blue hair tied up in a high ponytail. I haven't really done a lot today, mostly just watching old Jamie's World videos on Facebook with my music playing through the speakers in the background. I've only left my room to either use the bathroom or to get a snack. During one of my trips to the kitchen, I did overhear Ash talking to himself about a date with Luna.

Which means, drumroll please, I get to stay home on my own! It's not like I'll be doing anything too different from what I have been doing all day, but now I just feel better. I dont know it's weird, I just love being home alone.

Gah. I need to pee... I paused the video as I got off my stomach and stumbled down the corridor to the bathroom.

After I finished my business, I began to walk back but not before I was grabbed by the forearm. I turned to meet Ashton. "May I help ya..?" I asked in a fake enthusiastic voice. He released my arm and just grunted, then decided to answer. "Yes actually you may. I've gotta leave for my date so I'll be back quite late. Alex will be around soon, anyway I've got my phone in case you need me an-" "Wait, why's Alex coming here if you are on a date though?" I was just praying that he won't say what I think he will. "Alex is coming here to look after you. That's why." Ash spoke in a stern voice. My eyes widened, jaw dropped and I started shaking my head as fast as it would allow me.

"N-O! I am not having a babysitter. espically when it's Alex!" "Raven you've been a walking mess since you got that assholes messag- "Max is not an asshole. Yes, he was a jerk to leave me without anything the day after but who says it wasn't for a good reason? Maybe, maybe he cou-" "Raven... He's not coming back... There can never be a relationship between you and max as strong as it was before. So that relationship you had with him will be your first, last, and only. You'll move on like you did before Ma-" "SHUT UP!" I shoved his chest as strong as I could, my vision was becoming blurry because the tears were building up. I shoved him with each word I spoke next. "You know nothing! Max was my EVERYTHING! Don't you get it, I loved him! I won't EVER move on, even if I tried. But if your so particular about MY love life then who are YOU to tell me what I do! What kind of guy do you expect me to be with Ashton?!" By now the salty tears were dripping off my chin as I had successfully pushed Ashton against the wall in anger. I had him speechless... Who the fuck did he think he was?! Telling ME about my own relationships and love life! Bastard!

"Max left you! He left you 2 years ago Rave! Learn to GROW UP and MOVE ON! Sometimes you need to open your fucking eyes to see someone new, maybe leave the house for once in your life! Because the guy I 'expect you to be with' is one who isn't a dickhead who leaves my sister broken hearted Raven! Seeing you like that broke my heart, it broke mums and dads heart, it even broke Alex's heart!" Despite the fury in his eyes and the venom laced in his tone of voice I still had the courage to spit words back at him with just as much anger. I snorted when he said Alex's name though. "Don't treat me like a child, I don't need to fucking grow up! Alex hates me, he would probably of been happy that Max left me and turned me into a walking travesty! He wouldn't of cared less about me Ash!"

"You're wrong..." His voice surprisingly dropping to a calm and tired expression. Ash wasn't looking at me when he said that, his eyes were casted to his black vans as if they were the most interesting thing in the world. Slowly lifting his head up to look me dead in the eye he spoke just above a whisper that was barely audible. "you're wrong..."

Ash spun on his foot, grabbed the keys from the hook and walked away. "Open your eyes Rave..." Was the last thing he said before I could no longer see him and the sound of the front door closing echoed through the house. "What..?" Yes, I know he had left for his date and it was a delayed response but i don't understand...

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okely dokely then, what do yous think he means by shee wrong??

anyway this is the part 2 thingomobob i was talking about, hope yous liked excusing my mistakes.
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~hanna