The Beanie

Chapter 14

~ 3 DAYS LATER ~

"Here in the world I'm awakened with mistakes. But it's love that keeps fueling me, fueling me.

Pretty little lady with the swollen eyes. Would you show them to me? I know I'm not that perfect, but you stay awhile. Baby, then you will see

Miles away I can still feel you. Lay your head down on my embrace, my embrace. Far away."

I extended out my arm so my fingers could curve around the phone beside my bed. Not even bothering to clear my throat because my voice is going to sound shit and raspy no matter what I do. "Mm?"

"Raven! It's almost 9am and I know for a fact that you didn't check your plane times! You have to be there at 11:30am, get ready!" By now, to avoid the loud sounds mum was making, I had my phone held away from my ear. My eyes darted towards the digital clock and she was right, •••• 8:48AM••••• I couldn't even fit a word in because before I knew it, she hung up now leaving an irritating beeping sound to ring in my ear.

Fighting the urge to crawl back under my covers and sleep my life away, I knew I couldn't let anything stop me from being confident (like always) and keeping my head held high. I sucked in a breath of fresh air, swung my legs over the edge of my bed and began to dart around my room packing everything I needed into a medium sized black suitcase.

ALEX POV

There I lay... All alone completely broken, staring at the ceiling I couldn't even see. The blinds in my room were shut tightly, door locked and the lights off. I could still feel the tears threatening to fall, why am I so weak! Me..? Yes you! Well, me, I messed up and then now I can't even show my face again! You didnt mess up, mind you that you didnt do anything wrong. so she overheard you, but you took it upon yourself to tell her what you did. yeah and look where that got me... She kissed you though...

I let out a large exhausted breath that came out shaky. The kiss... I loved it, I would do that everyday if I could. It was amazing... Her sweet pink lips tasted so good and I even felt how perfectly our lips moulded together, did she? No. She wouldn't of. She didn't mean to kiss me, I know that. She wasn't thinking and nor was I when I kissed her afterwards. Why couldn't she just feel the same?! I say up putting my head in my hands, pulling on my hair in frustration. Raven did that once, she tugged on my hair and it felt so good...

Dammit! Why won't she leave my head! She probably hated me even more now..! I rolled onto my stack and smacked my face into the pillow. Just then, my phone made a weird sound to alert me of a new message. Groaning, I pulled it from back pocket where it usually is. Slowly elevating my hand by resting my chin on my fist staring down at the blurry screen. I didn't recognise the number, but it was apparently in my contacts, weird... I opened it only to met with my eyes bulging and jaw dropping.

042858799: I'm so sorry...

I knew who it was so as I thought of what to say/do, I put the name in.

Raven: Alex..?

Me: yeah?

Raven: I'm sorry. I'm the reason why this is all so fucked up

Me: I know

Raven: 'I know', what kind of fucking answer is that?

Me: the only one I got

(////Authors Note: Comment if you know that reference/quote because like asdgji it's AMAZING but so sad *starts crying*\\\\\)

I didn't get a message back after that, who could blame her though. I was being very blunt. So I just took the same position as before and slammed my face into the pillow again. 10mins of full on thinking and concentrating on everything in my mind, my phone recovered a message... I only lasted 3mins before I snatched my phone back in front of my eyes.

Raven: Forever and Always

What..? That makes no sense. Why would she say that when there is n-... The night we danced... S-she knew I was humming..? I didn't think she could hear it, but she knew the song..! My lips curled up into a small smile. Whether she knew it or not, that would be our song...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OMFG!! AMNESIA (by 5sos) CAME ON DURING THIS CHAPTER AND IT MADE ME SO SAD ;~; It fits this so well but also it made me upset because this song has painful memories and meaning to me, which reminds me of someone... BUT that's just my sorrows and upsetting past. So, don't be upsetti have some spaghetti. ^-^ What do you think is going to happen though? Are they going to actual end up, orr am I going to ruin it? *evil laugh* mwahahaha *coughs on laugh* Will Raven ever feel and admit to liking Alex..? Or even, LOVE him..?

PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT, SHARE ETC... *puffs out cheeks* pweeasseeee..!

~Hanna