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"Just knock already" Jericho tells me after I've been standing at (y/n)s door for ten minutes. I nod then hesitantly knock then wait for someone to come to the door
"What's taking so long" Jericho whines then I knock on the door harder

"(Y/n) if you don't open the door I'm breaking it down!" I yell then a few seconds later the door opens but instead of (y/n) I see some old man
"I'm sorry sir, do you know if a (y/n) is around?" I apologize

"Ban?" Then man says my name

"Yes?" I raise an eyebrow

"You've gotten so big" the man tears up before hugging me then it took me a few more seconds to realize who it was

"zhivago? Damn you got old" I tell him

"And You're still the same brat" he chuckles but then more tears fell down his face
"I'm-I'm so sorry I didn't save you" he crys stepping away from me

"What are you talking about... you told me not to go alone" I tell him then he explains that he tried to save his son instead of helping me

"I'm sorry you must hate me" he continued to cry

"No I could never hate you, you were the best father I could ever have" I pull him into a hug
"What are you doing here anyway?" I ask after a moment

"A beautiful woman saved me from some men and teleported me here to heal me" he explained

"Where's is she now?" I ask

"Oh, she... she's in a temporary death" he hesitantly answered

"What does that mean?" Jericho looks at me

"I'm not completely sure she just said that she was going be in her room to temporarily die and that I could do whatever I wanted" zhivago replied

"So she's in her room?" I say walking past him into (y/n)s house and into her room
"(Y/n)!" I quickly bring my hand to my face after seeing the huge cut on her throat
"I know she's not dead" I tell myself after remembering what (y/n) told me as I try to stop my tears from falling

"W-why is she like that!?" Jericho asks and I look at (y/n)s arms and legs seeing lots of names

"One of the effects of a spell (y/n) uses makes her lose her regeneration for a while I guess she... she kills herself while she won't heal" I was barely able to say

"Why would she do that to herself?" Jericho asks while trying not to throw up but instead of answering I walked out of the room

"When did she do that to herself?" I ask zhivago

"About an hour before you got hear" he replied

"Damn it! If only I got here a little earlier" I punch a wall but not hard enough to break it

"Hey kid she should be awake in a few hours" he tries to cheer me up

"I just hate that I can't do anything right now" I explain as Jericho walks in

"So you are in love with her" zhivago says like it's a fact making Jericho pout and fold her arms

"I... why do you think that?" I ask

"Because (y/n) talked about you, and I see how passionate you are about her" he replied then I look down

"I was to late" I say

"What do you mean?" Zhivago asks

"I tried to tell her how I feel but I kept chickening out then she found Danny" I answer

"But you did end up telling her" he says

"I guess (y/n) got tired of trying to hide anything. What else did she tell you?" I raise an eyebrow

"She said you were better at cooking than she is" he tells me with a smile but it hurt to hear that she gave up
"And she told me about Danny" he added

"She's been through a lot" I tell him frowning

"What's your plan?" He asks

"What do you mean?" I raise an eyebrow

"Are you going to kill her?" He says sadly

"No, I can't" I say without hesitation

"Then what are you going to do now that you're here?" He asks

"I... I just want to be there for her make sure nobody could do anything that could make her more miserable" I answer

"How do you plan on doing that?" Zhivago raises an eyebrow and I try to think of an answer

'I'd have to find a place to hide her from everyone because there all going to die giving her more fuel for her sadness' I think but quickly shake my head knowing that would still hurt her to not be around anyone or anything

"I-I don't think there's really anything I could do" I realize starting to cry

'The only way to stop her from getting hurt is to kill her then she would be with her family. . . but she wouldn't be with me" I continue to cry
"I think I have to kill her" I weekly say

"What?!" Both zhivago and Jericho shout

"She's miserable... I don't want to force her to be alive when bad things keep happening to her" I explain as tears continued to stream down my face

"But you love her" Jericho says

"I just want her to be happy" my lips shake as I try to pull them into a smile

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