Lorenzo Berkshire/ 3 Words 8 Letters

Chapter 18

~I need him~

*Maria*

It was one week, one week since me and Enzo last spoke.

One week since I've been myself.

One week since I've had an appetite to eat.

One week since I've actually got rest.

Everything felt wrong, everything was out of place.

When me and Enzo would see eachother every now and then we'd just give eachother a saddening look, I was hurting and I believe he was too.

I don't know how me and Enzo will recover from this, I don't know if it's gonna take time space or what to fix us or are we really done? Did he mean what he said when we were done.

That night kept replaying in my head over and over. Sometimes I just think about coming clean to Enzo about everything, but I can't. It's too risky right now.

I need to know what Valerie Celeste Sienna's intentions are.

I'm normally good at hiding what I feel, but I can tell people are worried. By people I mean Alice, Cedric, and Blaise.

They're always constantly feeling the need to check up on me or walk on egg shells around me like I'll just break any second.

Eveything was weird now, it's crazy how much can change and so quickly.

Me and Enzo went from being happy close friends to falling apart not even speaking at all.

Not only has Enzo been avoiding me but Lupin. He doesn't make it obvious infront of eveyone but that awkward tension is there.

After that day in detention I never bothered speaking to Lupin about it again, I had so many questions that I needed answers to, I just couldn't bring myself to ask.

Last week I ended up going to the quidditch game. It took everything in me to not just leave when I seen Enzo.

hufflepuff won that game, Enzo had the lead for awhile until all of a sudden he just stopped, it's like he wasn't trying.

Everytime we'd make eye contact he'd just put his head down with a sad look on his face.

"Maria you haven't touched your plate." Blaise says a bit loudly snapping me from my thoughts.

I knew what he was doing, Blaise isn't one to be a loud person, he's trying to grab attention from Enzo.

"I'm not hungry" I sigh pushing the plate away from me.

I could see Enzo staring at the plate than back at me. Something was on his mind, he looked like he wanted to speak.

"You're gonna be a sack of bones by the time you leave this bloody school, eat!" Blaise says bringing my plate towards me again.

I could tell Enzo was listening to our whole conversation, he would look like if he wanted to talk or say something.

Enzo would look at me than my food than back at me.

"I'm not hungry" I say with a bit of attitude.

As rude as I sounded I didn't mean for it to come out like that. Blaise just pushed my nerve a bit.