Lorenzo Berkshire/ 3 Words 8 Letters

chapter 24

~complicated~

*Maria*

"God I hate everything" I slam my pillow over my face just wanting to scream at the top of my lungs.

"Just talk to him, you can't avoid him forever." Alice slumps on my bed next to me.

Me and Enzo hadn't spoke about the moment we shared, or at all for that matter.

Not that there was really anything needed to be spoken about, but what happened between us was definitely something.

"I'm too embarrassed" I complain laying my head on her shoulder.

"Thankfully I'll at least have you for winter break." I smile glancing up at the sealing.

"About that." she clears her throat as I could hear the guilt in her voice immediately.

I pop my head up confused at her statement.

"George asked me to go to the burrow for break, and I said I'll think about it."

"I already asked freya, she said it was fine but if you want me to stay i-" as she rambled on I stopped her as I knew immediately she'd find something to stop her from attending.

"You're going."

"you're gonna have fun and tell me everything" I smile reassuringly.

"Goerge knows I can't go anywhere without you, and you're more than welcome to attend." She tilts her head waiting for a response.

"I'll be okay, I'll take this break to work on myself." I nod my head giving Alice a hug.

"Well, if you change your mind during break I'll be more than happy to come and get you." she nudges my shoulder.

"I'll consider your offer" I give a weak smile.

"I should get going, I've got to tell George the news." she giggles lightly sitting herself up from my bed.

After she left I went back to just thinking, Laying in my bed staring at the wall
Thinking.

I missed Enzo, I missed the real Enzo.

The cocky goofy boy who is completely full of himself yet has one of most biggest hearts ever.

I heard a knock on my door breaking my thoughts as I jumped lightly.

I do not feel like having company. I get up slowly unlocking the knob cracking the door slightly just to get a glimpse of who was there.

"Can I help you?" I ask the boy standing in my doorway however not in a rude way. I was genuinely curious as to why Enzo was here.

"Can I come in?" he asks nervously, his eyes to the ground. I nod my head confused as to why he was here, I opened  the door all the way as he followed me in.

"I wanted to let you know I'm here Maria Mikaleson." he grabs both of my hands gently squeezing them.

"What" I raise my eyebrows puzzled at his statement.

"I mean I am here for you Maria Mikaleson, i- I just felt like you needed to hear this."

I couldn't tell before but, was he drunk? I grip my hand on his jaw as his heavy eyes shot up to mine.