Damon P.O.V
I can't stand to look at them when their together... laughing, smiling, just altogether happy.
Who am I referring to you may ask.. my little brothers best friend and Caroline's little sister, Y/N and Elijah Mikaelson
"Oh my god darling that was hilarious" Elijah chuckled as Y/N told yet another cheesy joke I stood continuing to stare at the fire glass of bourbon in my hand not really listening to their conversation that was until her angelic voice pulled me from my thoughts
"Damon?" She said much closer to me than before "are you okay?" She smiled I looked around and it seems as though everyone else had gone home
"Yeah, yeah just thinking" I smiled softly taking another sip of my drink
"What's got your mind so wrapped up?" She asked pouring herself a glass
"That I can't tell you" I said turning to walk out of the living room she grabbed my wrist stopping me from walking away
"Damon.. I know you probably better than most people you can tell me anything" she said the smile dropping from her beautiful face
"I really can't Y/N atleast not right now" she sighed letting go of my wrist looking down in defeat as I walked towards the stairs
*15 minutes later*
"Damon?" I heard her voice on the other side of my bedroom door
"You can come in but I will forewarn you I'm in the bath" I chuckled the door opened slowly and in walked the most perfectly imperfect girl I've ever laid eyes on
"Need something sweetheart?" I said sipping my drink
"I think we need to talk" she sighed "you've never been as standoffish with me as you were earlier and I-I just wanna know if I did something to upset you" she stuttered looking down at her feet
"No no you didn't do anything wrong honey" I said getting out of the tub wrapping a towel around my waist
"Then why were you being like that earlier" she asked eyes still locked on the floor not noticing I'd even come into the main part of the bedroom
"Y/N if I tell you it will change everything and I'm not sure that I'm ready to ruin what we have"
"For the love of god Damon just tell me I can't keep being like this with you" she said fiddling with her fingers
"What's with you and Elijah?" I asked trying not to let out that I was jealous
"What are you asking Damon?"
"Well you let him parade you around like your his girlfriend and I just wanna know..." I stopped trying to think of how to word the next part of this statement to keep her from exploding "do you have feelings for him?" I sighed knowing how jealous I sounded
"Are you jealous? Because if you have feelings for me I'm completely oblivious to the fact so you'll have to grow a pair and tell me" she chuckled "but to answer your question no I don't have feelings for Elijah"
Before she could say another word my lips were on hers I pulled away slowly looking her in the eye "did that get my point across" I chuckle
"Say it Damon use your words I want to hear you say it" she sighed looking in my eyes with an evil smirk knowing damn well she's torturing me
"Y/N Forbes" I smiled feeling my cheeks heat up knowing I was probably bright red at the moment but not caring "I love you" I said kissing her slowly once more "and I want you to know that never in my almost 2 centuries have I ever been as jealous as i have been these last few weeks seeing Elijah flirt with you... the way he looks at you, god Y/N you make me a jealous mess because I want to be the only one that looks at you like that I want to be the one you love" I sighed cupping her face in my hands looking her dead in the eyes "and I know how selfish that sounds but when it comes to you I can't help but be selfish, I want you all to myself" She stayed silent for a moment I pulled her forward kissing her forehead and pulling her into a hug "I understand if you don't feel the same it just feels so good to get that weight off my chest" I sighed resting my chin on the top of her head
"Damon Joseph Salvatore, you don't know how long I have wished for you to say that to me" she looked up at me smiling "I love you too"
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"And that was that my selfish jealousy turned into the best thing that had ever happened to me in my almost 2 centuries of living and I'm so glad it did because I don't know how I'm ever gonna keep living without you Y/N Salvatore" I sighed placing my hand on top of the rock in front of me "and in the end when you lose somebody every candle, every prayer, is not gonna make up for the fact that the only thing that you have left is a hole in your life where that someone used to be... and a rock with a birthdate carved into it that I'm pretty sure is wrong" I threw the empty bottle in my hand against a nearby tree watching it shatter as I finally accepted the fact that she's gone and I can never bring her back.
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