It's Complicated (Cedric)

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NOT BY ME. This is written by weelittleweasley on Tumblr <3 


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Rising from the bed quickly, you started pulling your clothes back on, preventing Cedric from pulling you back onto the bed and into his arms. You heard him groan in disappointment, "Why can't you stay?" You laugh and shake your head, sliding your jeans on. He always wanted you to stay after one of your encounters. "For five minutes?" he tries to bargain with you.

You take a look at yourself in the mirror and wipe away the smudged eyeliner under your eyes. Without turning back to him, you speak, "As tempting as your offer is, I'm still going to go." Cedric sighs. "Besides, I don't think friends with benefits snuggle with each other," you joke around as Cedric just rolls his eyes before a small smile tug at his lips.

This friend with benefits relationship started last year between you and Cedric. The two of you had undeniable chemistry and after one night of sitting in the common room together, you had shared your first kiss which eventually developed into something more that night. The thing about this relationship was that you didn't expect it to go on for this long. You had been sleeping with Cedric on and off for about a year which was never your intention. You thought that it would maybe last three months, but instead, you found yourself knocking on his door for longer than that.

You couldn't help it. There was something about Cedric Diggory that made you want more. He was charming, smart, and handsome. What was not to like? The only thing that stood in your way of a casual hook up with him was Cedric's blossoming feelings for you. You made it very clear to Cedric that you didn't want a boyfriend; you would rather be in a situation-ship rather than a relationship. In a relationship, you had the capability of being hurt. It was best for you to be on your own and sleep with whoever you wanted rather than be tied down to one person.

Cedric on the other hand was mad about you. He originally had the same intentions as you when starting this arrangement. Sex and sex only. No dates. No labels. No PDA. No nicknames. No exclusivity. Just sex. But he started having second thoughts about four months into your agreement. The thought of you flirting or sleeping with other guys made his stomach churn. The more time you spent together, Cedric realized how intelligent, kind, and passionate you were. Cedric was falling for you and he was falling quickly.

Was it still wrong to be sleeping with the boy who had feelings for you when you didn't want a relationship? Sure. But you justified it every time. The sex was great, Cedric was a good guy, he wouldn't be a dick and tell the school about your affairs, and at this point, it would be too late to stop. You were in the thick of it, there was no escape now.

Cedric sits up and pulls his boxers back up. "(Y/N), you know how I feel about you," he justifies, but you hold up a finger and stop him from going any further. You didn't need a declaration of love right now. What you needed to do was get out of his room and go to the library and meet up with Luna for your study session. Cedric doesn't stop though, he rises from his bed and walks towards you as you lean against his desk. When he reaches you, he places his hands on your hips, pulling you close to him. "Why not give us a shot?"

"Because we agreed that this is just a casual thing," you retort, pushing his hands off of you gently as Cedric sighs in defeat. "No labels remember?" Cedric sadly nods and you have to look away from him or else you'll get sad too. A relationship with Cedric wasn't necessarily a bad thing. He was a great guy and you knew he would be the perfect boyfriend. But you weren't going to get ahead of yourself. You brushed the thought aside and simply kissed his cheek. "I have to run, but I'll catch you later. Alright?"

The boy in front of you just smiles gently, knowing that he'll just be disappointed again when you come over and leave. His yearning to be more than just sex to you grew every day. But he didn't tell you that. He kept seeing you rather than losing you altogether. "Yeah," he nods as you give him a smile.

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