Dont Go

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Cedric and I have been together for a few months now, our relationship was a bit rough here and there but I thought everything was great. Everything felt perfect except for those rough times... which were a lot but it's okay! We were great together, he loved me and I loved him... I was his and he was mine. We were each other's soulmates. At least, I thought so.

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Tonight was going to be special, It was Cedric and I's first time sleeping with each other. Now it may seem a little silly but this was important, he didn't know this yet but I was going to tell him this tonight. I had planned it all out and I knew for a fact he'd want to do this with me. Well, I hoped so. All day it's all I could think of, I was nervous, happy, and excited. Every time our eyes met in the corridors I could feel my stomach be filled with butterflies.

It was about lunchtime now, I was sitting alone in the great hall eating my lunch and working on homework. I didn't know where Cedric was but I just assumed he was on prefect duties as per usual. So him being gone didn't bother me because I understood he took this stuff personally... but sometimes I could get a little selfish and get upset at him... and also assume the worst.

I continued to eat my food but I was interrupted by a familiar presence that stood beside me, I looked up and my eyes met with Cedric's. I smiled, I stood up and hugged him, but he didn't hug me back. I didn't question it though, I sat back down and so did he. I looked at him with a warm smile and laid my head on my hand that balanced up. "Hi Ced" I kissed his cheek and looked at him with love in my eyes.

"Hey um... Can you come by my room tonight? It's important" He said seriously brushing his hand behind his neck. I smiled, he must've had a plan like me! I looked down at my lap and then back up at him with a big smile, I nodded my head and kissed him on the lips now. He left a small kiss on my lips and rubbed my back before getting up. "See you y/n" he smiled sadly and then walked away with his hands tucked in his pockets.

It was weird... he didn't seem like himself. But it was probably just the nerves! Right?

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The rest of the day I questioned myself and what was going to happen tonight. It was a lot of wondering and nervousness. But I tried not to let it all get to me, I needed tonight to be perfect...But it was hard not to think about the way Cedric had been acting earlier... It wasn't him, but I kept telling myself 'He's probably just exhausted?' 'maybe he's wanting the same as me and he's nervous?' 'He's okay..' those kept replaying in my head until it was time. 

I wore a sleek blue dress that fitted my figure perfectly, I did my makeup and tried my best to look as good as possible. Maybe it was odd to dress up this much? But I didn't think much of it. I looked at the clock in my room and it had hit exactly 10 pm. The sun was down and a beautiful full moon glistened out. I looked out my window and smiled. I walked over to my door and sighed softly. I opened the door and walked out and then began my journey to Cedric's room. 

I smiled the whole walk to his room, I was probably redder than a ripe tomato. I couldn't even stop myself from smiling, my cheeks were sore at this point. But eventually, I stopped, I reached Cedric's room now. I was facing his door and I was nervous as hell, I sighed and breathed in and out before reaching out and knocking on his door. I stood there swaying back and forth waiting for him, I looked from side to side hoping no one would see me or catch me out of my dorm at this time. Finally, I met eyes with him. My smile came back, but he didn't seem as happy. 

"Hey... um, come in" He looked me up and down and then moved out of the way and I walked in. He closed the door behind me. I turned around fixed my hair and stood in the middle of his room. He brushed his hand up to his neck and smiled softly "You look beautiful y/n..." He said sadly. I giggled and looked down, and then back up with a blush forming on my cheeks. 

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