Harry Potter Characters x Reader

Breaking Up

Once again, you find him half-naked and on top of Pansy and making out with her "again? seriously!" You ran out of his dorm room as you were going to surprise him but it seemed he was already busy. Tears flooding down your face as you ran and ran, you were disappointed in yourself for think he had changed that he actually genuinely wanted to be with you, also that you thought he loved you.

"y/n wait!" He tried running after you buttoning up his shirt and still chasing after you. You ended up outside of the Slytherin common room and standing there in the dark with a little bit of light and crying. You slowly fell to the ground and hiding yourself in your arms while you sobbed and sobbed when you then felt a hand touch you. You looked up to see him, it made you mad and you pushed his hand away as he was bent down in front of you.

"don't touch me Draco! don't ever touch me again!" You got up and wiped your eyes as he also stood up and looked at you devistated "I can't believe I trusted you. I can't believe I actually thought you cared about me" you let out a laugh while crossing your arms at him "I do care about you!".

"oh yeah really?! then what the fuck was that? Hm I did not just see you once again with her" You pointed your arm out to signal what you were speaking about. You tried to lower down your voice but at this point who cares? He had done this to you too many times and you tried to leave but you were scared. "Im sorry okay?!" you could hear his voice become raspy and shaky, you also heard a sniffle come out of him.

"that's what you always say and then you go back to her the next time we fight! god Draco honestly you should really be with her, If I can't satisfy you enough to make you screw her then be with her I can't keep letting you do this to me" as you tried to speak to him without crying which was really hard you felt like your whole body just collapsed but you were still standing paralyzed. 

"Y/N..Please I don't want Pansy.." He placed his hand on your face trying to comfort you and trying to manipulate you like he always has "Bullshit" You didn't take his hand off your face all you did was stare right into his eyes so the only place he could look was your broken eyes and see how much damaged he caused you. 

He ripped his hand right off of your cheek and clench his fist while taking a step back from you and then leaning against the other wall in front of you. He raised his arms to his head and dragged his hands on his face then looking at you "what do you feel?" you couldn't understand why he was asking such thing at this moment in time.

"What am I supposed to feel..You do this all the time, I feel broken, I feel used, I feel like Im just your side piece" Tears rolled down your cheeks and your voice became shaky and your breath heavy. You looked at him and then away wiping your eyes "then why don't you leave me" He walked towards you and didn't stop until his nose was touching yours.

"y/n answer the question, why don't you just leave me If I do this to you" You were looking away from him that didn't make him happy so he grabbed your face and made you make direct contact with his eyes "because...I love you" He pressed his lips agaisnt yours roughly, you kissed back. Soon you pushed him away because you couldn't let him do this to, not that easy at least.

"No! you don't get to kiss me and then act like everything Is okay the next minute because im not letting you do that anymore Im not!" You pointed your finger at him while telling him how you felt. You didn't know what to do, you felt like everything just turned grey and dull, you knew your heart was officaly broken. "Is that so? because I know the next fucking day your arse is going to be coming back right to mine". 

You shook your head at him as he stood in front of you giving you a disgusted look. You knew how to tell him you were done actually done, so by that you took off the necklace he gave you on your very first date and took his hand and placed it in his palm "Im done Draco" He clenched the necklace in his hand and you noticed his veins popped up.

He threw the necklace across the room and took you by the throat and pinned you agaisnt the wall having you let out a sob "your so worthless! you can't just leave me like that! can't believe I wasted good time with a mudblood" the words he spoke out made you realize he actually didn't care about you, and he probably never would.

You broke down and fell to the ground crying and he went down on his knees and held your face as you looked at him broken. "Don't do this please...I-I love you" you thought to yourself if he was crazy and why could his emotions just change like that and did he actually love you? "I have to because If I don't ill be stuck on you but hey congrats I can't feel anything now baby you broke me".

You looked at him smiling scaring him a little "did daddy break you this much? your ashamed of me that's why your always with her hm? Because daddy can't know that little Draco Is in love at least I think so, with a filthy dirty mudblood right?" you could barely see with the amount of tears you were crying.

You tried to break him how he broke you "cmon please I want to know why it's so worth it to hurt me like this" He got up from where he was and started to walk away from you "yeah go ahead walk away like you always do but just know that If you walk away now don't expect to ever see me again" you also got up from your spot and started to walk away until you heard him speak out.

"Yeah I am ashamed of you but I still love you" You stopped and turned around even though you shouldn't have you did and you felt sick "No you don't" You walked towards him once again and placed your hand on his cheek but then taking it off and slapping him. "don't ever lie to me again and If you really do love me fight for me but if you don't have fun with Pansy I guess".

You sighed while walking away until you felt your arm being pulled and you twirling around and contected your lips to his. You kissed him for a while until you forced yourself away from him because you needed to leave him, you needed to let yourself be happy for once "goodbye Draco, don't come back".

Even though you told him to fight for you it's not what you wanted all you wanted was for him to realize what it felt like when you watched the one person you thought once cared about you leave you just like that. It was your time to rebuild yourself so that you were happy with yourself and didn't blame yourself for anything.

You never cried which was funny, you once just laughed while looking at yourself in the mirror when you realized you hadn't cried once thinking about him. Soon it was around a month or two and you got better and you sorta started to talk to a former classmate of yours who made you laugh the way Draco did. 

After that night you always seen Draco staring at you whenever and where ever you were so you just made it harder for him by looking at him as well and just smiled. Everything was the way you wanted It to be until this night, the night you got a letter from him that changed most things.

Dear Y/N,

I've come to realize how much I've missed you and how much I wished I didn't treat you the way I did. Just please let me hold you again please don't leave me I need you, and Ill always need you. Just forgive me okay? that's all please I just want to love you again I know you do too...

You let out some tears while reading it and ripping it and throwing it away, you couldn't have it there just living there in your head all the time. You were finally okay until he had to ruin it but as you knew yourself you weren't going to let him ruin it that easily. You let it get to you but you countinued your reguraly day and soon enough you had forgotten about him.

A/N: hoLy SHit thank you so so much for 500 reads! Like litterally yesterday I hit 400, god I just can't believe it hOLLYYYY and just letting yall know If I ever get to 1k I actually have something special something different from this that I hope you guys will like but besides that Im sorry if this sucked ass lol but have a good night day or whenever your reading this MWAH