Please Don't Leave Me

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He found out, Draco found out you became a Death Eater out of love because you didn't want him to go through that alone "I literally told you not to! do you ever listen?" He was raising his voice at you now frightened you a little since he's never really done that to you. "Im sorry Draco! I just couldn't let you do this alone! I love you".

He slammed one of his hands on a desk since he had pulled you in an empty classroom so he wouldn't make a scene in front of everyone. "oh bullshit It's always about love, isn't it? Like honestly y/n I don't need you there every second of every day!" You looked at him with sadness, it felt like he almost didn't love you.

"Draco Im sorry okay? I just didn't want to see you go..." You looked down and sighed. Almost about to leave he spoke out "Yeah and I get that but honestly I don't want you putting yourself in danger because of me" He slowly walked towards you and you ignored it by walking to the door and slowly turning the doorknob and then looking behind you to him.

"you don't get to choose what I do Draco, not now not ever because I'll always be there to help you" You left the room with him still in it and considered to go back but it was no good. You didn't speak or even look at him for the rest of the day since you were a little mad and upset at him but you know what you did was way out of line but you didn't have a choice...

He also didn't get to let you tell what else made you do it which was you were forced to by you know who... He told you he would kill your family especially your little brother which you were not about to let happen so you also joined for your family's sake. 

It was maybe around midnight where you couldn't fall asleep so you decided to talk a walk around the school to maybe hopefully tire you. You slowly ended up at the Astronomy Tower after walking for half an hour and still wide awake. You stood there looking out at the running river and taking deep breaths in and out.

As it was as silent it could be you heard footsteps so you quickly turned around and whipped out your wand waiting for whoever was there. You walked slowly to see a black silhouette until it started to walk forward to showing that it was Draco "Jesus maybe say something next time" you put back your wand kinda freaked out.

"Sorry I just wanted to see you.." he walked towards you and placed his hands around your waist and pulled you closer to him. You looked down away so you wouldn't have to see his face which you didn't want but it didn't seem he would give you an easy choice by that I mean he lift your chin up and put his thumb over your mouth and slowly dragging it down to then kissing you on the lips.

It was a quick kiss that you didn't kiss back to "so now your not even going to kiss me?" he took his hands off your waist and walked a couple of steps away from you "well why should I? I mean this is all just bull shit right?" You took what he said pretty seriously since it hurt you a lot "No it's not y/n I just don't understand why do it for me?".

"that's the thing I didn't just do it for you okay? not everything Is about perfect little Draco" You looked at him with disgust and you could see he was hurt so without having another argument you walked away and went back to your dorm room and went to sleep. It was the next day and it felt depressing and lonely, everything seemed so dull...

You didn't really have friends and Draco was the only person you talked to but it seemed like what you had with him might've fallen apart but you didn't want to believe it could, not that easy at least. You only saw him in the morning and the classes you had with him expect Charms and you knew what he was doing anyway.

A part of you wished you never had told him in the first place but if you didn't he'd figure out eventually with whatever next meeting he had with Voldemort and the other Death Eaters. As you were sitting in D.A.D.A. thinking to yourself and not focusing on the lesson at all you heard a door slammed which caught you off guard.

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