Harry Potter Characters x Reader

Boggart

WARNING: Self-Harm and speech of Abuse 

It's was your third year at Hogwarts and you were walking to D.A.D.A with a couple of your friends Since it was one of your last classes of the day. Your new professor, Lupin, had a wardrobe that seemed to be shaking a lot like something was in it. He waited for everyone else to walk in before telling us exactly what we would be doing today. "Ok class so today you all probably wondering what is in the wardrobe well I'll tell you what, it is indeed a boggart can anyone tell me what it is?". He looked around the class for someone to answer the question when your classmate Hermione Granger came out of nowhere.

"A boggart is a shapeshifter, it shape-shifts into whatever the particular person who approaches it fears" Everyone looked at her and seemed somewhat shocked. You on the other hand found this pretty interesting since you had no idea what you did fear. "Brilliant! Thank you Miss.Granger, now if you encounter one of these you simply use the charm riddikulus".

"This class is ridiculous" you turned to hear your friend Draco say that, not like you wouldn't have expected him not to say that. "Thank you Mr.Malfoy now everyone line up please" soon everyone got into a line that go really chaotic. You were fifth in line so you were somewhat nervous.

First was Neville Longbottom, he then described what he was afraid of which was Professor Snape. Professor Lupin opened the wardrobe and then you saw Snape walk out. Neville took out his wand and somewhat shaking, you had no idea how afraid he really was "know to remember you just simply wave your wand and say riddikulus".

Neville did that and the boggart turned into Snape wearing Neville's grandmother's clothes making him and everyone laugh. You watched everyone else go and to see what they feared was pretty cool and after they got turned into something funny, but then it was your turn. You walked up to the Boggart and watched it take a while to choose something you feared.

Everyone waited as it still went... You soon enough lost hope that it wouldn't work until you slowly saw a figure. It was Draco, you thought about it but you knew you weren't afraid of him. You turned around to see Draco and everyone look at you until you heard someone gasp, you quickly turned around to see Draco covered in his own blood and then falling onto the ground.

Your eyes started to water while looking at this and your whole self just froze and couldn't hear anyone or anything "Miss. Y/L/N? Are you okay? you need to use the charm-" All you could hear was muffled speaking as tears ran down your face. You couldn't use the charm because there couldn't possibly be anything funny about that.

You soon then walked out of the class sobbing. Your eyes were filled with so much tears amking it impossible to see where you were going. You soon then ended up in your houses common room the ran up to your dorm room and fell to the ground crying. You didn't know why you were so upset about Draco dying, but you did know he was all you had. 

No one seemed to ever make you smile or laugh like he did and you really enjoyed it. He was the only one to understand you and he was the only one who knew how poorly you were treated from your father and how that put a big impact on your life. Although he never spoke to you with other people around you still felt close to him. 

You tried to calm yourself down but ended up breaking one of your mirrors in your dorm having many pieces of glass shattered around you. You slowly fell to the ground still crying, you couldn't possibly imagine Draco out of your life he was the only person who did seem to care for you and to loose him you'd probably kill yourself...

Soon enough you started to remember all of the bad things your father had done to you like physically and emotionally abuse you leading you to selfharm for a long time since you were eight. You thought and thought about wondering what if you just cutted yourself right then but you knew how proud Draco was of you that you stopped but you felt so alone and you just lost it.