21 - ROR

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The common room emptied by the hour. People going to be to be able to get to class tomorrow morning. I stayed behind and so did Malfoy both for the same reason. His face was still bitter no sign of the witty boy from last year could could be found on his face.

His leg bounced up in down at a rapid pase making me feel anxious as well. I put my arm down on his thigh to stop him from moving " Your going to make it worst stop it" I removed my hand and looked out towards the fire.

" How am i supposed to do this - i can't kill a fucking rat how am i supposed to kill-" His voice laced with worry and anxiety.

" Father knew you were going to fail he just wants a reason to kill you all" I knew that probably didn't help his anxiety but he needed to know.

" So we're going to get killed either way - fucking great" He murmured as he laid his head back on the couch.

" You worry about the vanishing cabinet leave the murder for the end or to me since we both know you won't be able to go through with it" I said trying to help him.

" Yeah of course because i forgot you're a literal serial killer" He spat at me.

I've been called everything - cursed child, monster, psycho but never a killer. That shit stung.

" Fine then don't come asking me what to do when you can't fix that stupid cabinet or kill that old bloke. I might be a filthy serial killer but at least i'm not putting my family in danger for being a coward" I spat back the same he did.

I hit a nerve when i mention him getting his family killed because of him.

" You don't fucking get it Malfoy you think i want to kill those people. You think i want people to be on their knees begging me for mercy by my own will. I don't have control over my emotions - fucking dammit take your humanity away and see if you are the same." I got up and left the common room to the dungeons.

I heard foot steps behind me but i walked faster since i knew who's they were. I went to the 7th floor where i knew i would find what i needed. I stopped where the corridor ended. I closed my eyes and thought of what i was think of - the room for the vanishing cabinet.

As i opened them a loud opening noise came from the wall as two doors started to form.

" Cassiopeia wait i didn't mean for that to slip i've been stress- what is that ?" Draco questioned out of breath.

I rolled my eyes and walked in the room. It was filthy dust was everywhere. Their was piled of junk stacked high up. I gazed through the room until i found what i needed to report to my father.

" It that the -" He gulped down nervously

I took the cover off the cabinet making dust spread everywhere. I waved my hand in front of my face trying to get the dust out my face. The cabinet was indeed there. It was rusty and old it looked like it had, had a good beating.

I opened it making a a screeching noice echo through the room. The inside looked worst. This was going to be harder than we both anticipated.

" How am i supposed to fix this junk" His finger grazing the broken areas of the cabinet.

" I don't know why don't you ask someone who isn't a serial killer" My arms crossed across my chest as i looked at him.

He rolled his eyes before shutting the cabinet, " I told you i've been stressed out i don't know how to control my temper"

" You've only been a death eater for a month Malfoy i've been a death eater for 3 fucking years you don't think i'm stressed. You haven't even had to kill anyone actually you never even shot a hurtful spell at anyone" I remarked leaving his quiet.

This boy was all over the fucking place in my head. One moment he made me cry for the first time in three years and in another moment he makes me want to strangle him leaving him out cold.

He stood there quiet but i knew he was thinking about something serious. His brows furrowed every time he was in deep thought.

" Are we every going to talk about what happened at the ceremony" He questioned.

I knew it was something about that. I was dreading the time where he would bring it up. I was embarrassed and confused. I had done so much more hurtful stuff than that but he broke me. He punctured the thick wall around my heart.

" Nothing happened that night" I tried avoided the conversation so i started to walk towards the door.

" You cried Cassiopeia we both know that's not 'nothing' He yelled at me across the room.

My back still faced to him but i no longer moved.

" It was your fault - why did you say that, why?. Why did you have to fuck with my head !" I yelled t him facing him.

My head burns of the memory of that night. A throbbing pain going through my whole body. An ache in my heart.

" I've killed my best fucking friend and i didn't feel shit why did i do with you !" I yelled frantically as my breath shorten gasping for air.

" Cassiopeia why don't you allow yourself to feel. You felt something that night why do you always push it away" He crouched down in front of me as i tried to catch my breath.

" I was born to hate not to love. I was born from hatred and darkness" I stared at my hands and once again they were making black smoke but this time it was more.

" You need to leave, now !" I yelled at him pushing him away from me.

" Stop turning your back on me" He insisted.

My palms spread the black smoke around me. I looked around and saw my eyes in a broken mirror in on of the stacks of junk. He needed to leave

" Malfoy leave, for your own good leave"I kept warning him but he just walked closer to me.

" I know you are good please Cassiopeia let me in. We are both from dark households we can create the light together" He pushed once more but that was enough to set me of edge.

Any glass around me broke making the noise echo loudly through the room.

" Cassiopeia what are you doing?" He hadn't left and i was going to hurt him.

I no longer had control over my body. This had happened since father had cursed me. It was like if something else was living inside me and controlling me.

" I said leave" With wand-less magic Draco flew across the room towards the door.

I wanted to stop i didn't want to hurt him. I stormed over to him with my wand pointing at him. My mind was black, completely black. The little control i had over my body wasn't strong enough to stop.

" Cassiopeia don't-"

" Avada Kad-"

Everyone went black i had beat my mind.

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