Confessions

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"Newt what's wrong?" I sit down on my bed and pat next to me for him to sit down. He rolls his eyes and sits close to the end of my bed, the furthest he can be from me. I don't know what's going on but I need to sort this out, I don't want to loose him.

"Please talk to me newt" I slowly move closer to him picking my feet off the floor and crossing my legs facing towards him almost touching his. His eyes start watering up.

"I saw how you looked at greenie today. You've never looked at anyone in that way before." He try's to stand up put I pull him back down and hold his arm. "Newt, I just wanted to help. I could see how frightened he was and I just wanted to comfort him." I try to move my face closer to his but he turns his head.

"You like him don't you?" I see a tear drop his face and I almost gasp, I've never seen him cry before it makes me feel so horrible, I have to tell him before he gets any wrong ideas. I have to tell him how I feel.

"Newt. I like you." I hold his face and rub off his tears with my thumbs, "I always have done since day one." I am so relieved that I finally told him. Now he's looking me in the eyes looking at my face up and down shifting from my eyes to my lips.

"I like you too" he starts leaning towards my face and I roughly go in with my hands still around his face pulling him closer to me like it was an urge and I placed my lips onto his soft lips, I felt like time had stopped when my lips met his, he kisses me back and at first I felt nervous but as he puts his hands around my waist and head I didn't feel nervous anymore, feeling his touch made me feel relaxed and safe in his arms. His mouth was on mine and mine, his.

After a minute we slowly separated to take a breath and smiled at each other still holding each other, pressed against each others body's.

I finally told him and I finally got his touch.

We got up and kissed again on the way out of the door, we didn't want to separate from each other but we still had dinner to eat if the boys haven't already gobbled it all up.

We got over to the fire pit holding hands and standing really closely together, "Should we tell them?" Newt whispered in my ear and I really wanted to kiss him at that point again.

"Let's wait for them to find out, I have an idea" we both look at each other and I giggle as he laughs with his head against mine. We sit down on the bench, "where's all the food gone?" I look at all the boys and they all stop to listen to me talk.

"Well you two were gone for so long that we are without you" Minho answered to me.

"You missed quite a lot, Thomas even remembered his name, tell them Thomas!" Chuck excitedly looks at Thomas and then realised what he just said.

"My names Thomas" he looks at Chuck and pushes him in a playful way making Chuck laugh.

"Welcome to the glade Thomas" Newt says over my shoulder and everyone cheers for the newbie.

It's pitch black now and everyone's been talking in a group, we all laugh every now and then and I sometimes notice Newt looking at me with a little smirk on his face. I keep on blushing, I'm so happy and I really like him.

"I think it's time" Newts face almost centimetres away from mine.

"Finally" I giggle and with everyone talking to each other not noticing what is going on we kiss for a minute pulling each other closer together every time we move our lips, every movement stronger than the last. After a while of silence we notice that no one is talking and we can only hear Minho and Thomas laughing now, I open my eyes realising that everyone is staring at us so I tap Newts leg a few times and he stops kissing me and he notices.

We look at everyone giving everyone awkward stares and then after a few seconds of silence everyone starts cheering. "FIRST COUPLE IN THE GLADE" Minho shouts.
"CONGRATS" Thomas shouts straight after both laughing with each other.

"Ewwww" I notice that Chuck is sat right next to me, I forgot that I was mid conversation with Chuck he must have been watching the whole thing. So I start laughing so hard and Chuck walks over and sits next to Thomas, he's the youngest in the glade so I would understand him not liking to see that.

Newt looks at me and gives me a cheesy grin and pecks me on the cheek. I can't help but blush.

"Thank god, all the flirting was killing me." Alby walks past us with a serious face. I don't think that's what he wanted to say. He looks like he wants to say a lot. Not in a good way.

Everyone goes to bed so Newt and I go to my room and get ready for bed. "I'm going to get dressed can you wait outside?" I was thinking if it's necessary but then again I don't want us to go too fast, we have a while here and I don't want to rush.

"Sure baby, I'll wait outside" that word 'baby' made me feel so weird like their was electricity going fast around my body, he walks outside as I get dressed and he comes into my room after five minutes. He lays next to me on my bed with his eyes wide open facing me. I felt so close to him, so safe and that's when I knew that I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. I fall asleep looking at him in the eyes while he holds me tight around my body and falls asleep as well.

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