Maze runner (love story with newt)

Walls

Newts POV:

We all stood in front of the door waiting for Minho and Alby to get back before the bloody door shut but as we felt the wind hit us I knew they weren't going to make it. I held Ivy's hand tightly and looked down. I heard Chuck shout something out and I looked back up into the maze. Minho was struggling trying to run with Alby on his back, he looks injured. "They're not going to make it..." I say as everyone carry's on shouting. I look at Ivy and she's looking between the maze and my hand with her eyes very quickly. What is she going to do? The door was almost shut. Impossible for Minho and Alby to make it now.

Ivy let go of my hand making me panic and then she kissed me for a split second and started running towards the inside of the maze. My eyes widened as I realised she was going to be trapped in there. No one survives the night. I don't know what I would do without her. Just as I try and grab her Thomas pushes in front of me making me lose my grip of her and I then knew it wasn't possible for me to get through now. As I saw Thomas just squeeze through the last tiny gap in the wall almost getting squashed to death I see Ivy's face.

"NO!" I shout just as the door closes. "OPEN THE DOOR!" I band my hands on the wall making my hands bleed. Over and over I bang my hands on it. "NO! THIS ISNT HAPPENING! IVY!!!" I start panicking and crying while I feel everyone trying to grab me and pull me away from the wall I stick to the floor screaming and crushing my fists against the walls. "IVY!!!" That's when I feel Gally grab me from behind and throw me to the ground. I stand up and try to punch him but as I do I look at my hands. They are bleeding so much. What have I done?

"GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF!" Gally shouts at me. I stare blankly at my hands as if I have lost everything. I have. She's gone. The only person that I care about. That I'd give my life for.

"They are going to make it. Don't worry Newt!" Chuck says behind me softly.

"THEY ARE NOT GOING TO MAKE IT! NO ONE MAKES IT! NO ONE EVER HAS!" I shout really loud scaring Chuck and I immediately feel bad but I don't snap out of it. I go back to the wall and lean against it. "She can't die. I love her so much. I love her so bloody much. I can't loose her." Why did she do it? Why did she leave me here? Thoughts and questions go through my head over and over. Panicking like mad I soon begin to feel tired. Sat on my own in the dark against the walls I hear the maze changing and the greivers shrieking. The greivers. The greivers. The grievers. The grievers. They are going to kill them. My best friends and the one person that I love more than anything in this world. That I would die for. This isn't bloody happening! This isn't happening!!! I soon fall asleep, crying myself to sleep.

I wake up with the loud noise of the doors opening and my head drops nearly making me fall into the maze. I stand up straight and I look into the maze.
Tears coming down my face I wipe them and Chuck comes from behind me. I tap his back and say, "I told you they weren't coming back, Chuck" I begin to walk towards the middle of the glade barely abled to walk. There's no point of me living without her.

"What the-"