Setting You Free

Here For Me

When you arrive at the girls' dorm, you park the car and just sit in the seat, not moving while the girls started gathering their things.

"Y/N... are you not coming in?" Lisa asked softly.

You stay seated not knowing what to say.

"Lili, give me your things, I'll bring them in." You hear Jennie tell her. Lisa hands over her bags and the bouquet and Jennie goes inside.

There was a couple of minutes of silence. You don't know what to say. It started to feel like how last time went with your last relationship.

"Y/N... nothing happened between me and R.Tee-Oppa." Lisa hesitantly puts a hand on your arm.

So, she calls him Oppa...

"How long have you been hanging out with him?" you ask.

"A few weeks..." she admits hesitantly.

A few weeks... You think about that night in London.

"Was it right after I told you I wasn't able to visit?"

Lisa was quiet, confirming your question. Was it your fault then? Did you push them two together? If you fought harder to get here then this wouldn't have happened.

"Are you giving up on me already?" you ask in a low voice.

"What?! No! Of course not." Lisa frantically said. "I promise you, nothing happened. He was just nice to me."

"It's cause he wants to take you away from me, Lisa."

"That's not true. Don't you trust me?" she said slowly.

You look at her softly.

"Of course I do. It's him I don't trust! And you shouldn't either!" You almost yelled. "I don't want you hanging out with him alone."

"He's my producer, Y/N. Teddy isn't always there to help. He's busy with other groups."

"Find another producer then!" you cry out.

"That's not fair. I don't tell you to find another co-star when I'm jealous of the girls you work with!"

Both of your voices started getting louder and harsher.

"I'm not jealous of him! He's just wants you for himself! Can't you see that?!"

"No, it's because he cares about me!" she said defensively.

"And you think I don't?! Would you rather be with him instead?!"

"At least he's here for me!" she screamed at you, with tears forming in her eyes.

Your eyes go wide at what she said. You open your mouth to say something but nothing comes out. Her words are echoing in your head. It's similar to what your ex told you before you found out she cheated on you.

"I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean that." Lisa told you after realizing what she said.

You look down defeated. You feel as if all your blood drained from your head. You suddenly feel light-headed.

"Oppa, that's not what I meant. I just..."

"You should probably go inside. The girls are waiting for you." you say in a low voice, interrupting her.

"Y/N, please. I really didn't mean it. I-" she pauses for a second. "Let's just go inside together and we'll talk this out."

You shake your head. "Just go."

"Oppa..." she pleaded with you.

"Please, Lisa."

She stays quiet for a few minutes trying to find the words to convince you until she realizes she can't change your mind.