Setting You Free

Interrogation

LISA POV

I'm on YouTube right now looking through videos of Y/N. I've been trying to find Y/N's old commercials before he became a star. I really wanted to see baby Y/N new to acting.

He never recorded it or saved them on his computer. I even asked Nick and Amani if they knew where I could find it but they didn't.

"Lisa-yah. Why is your face like that?" I hear Jisoo ask.

I look up at her staring at me. We're at the studio right now working on our comeback for later in the year. Jennie is in the recording booth, while Rosie, Jisoo and I are waiting our turn.

"Y/N told me his first paying role was in a commercial he was in for two seconds and I'm trying to find it." I tell Jisoo.

"He got paid for being in a commercial for two seconds?" Rosie asked.

"I guess." I said still searching Y/N's name.

"How's things with Oppa?" Rosie asked while scooting over to me.

I put the phone down and turned towards her.

"Really good. We're getting to know each other really well. I told him about our trainee days and he told me about how he got started in acting."

"Really? How did he start? I've never really asked him about it before." She excitedly said.

I wonder if I should tell her about his grandparents. I mean I usually tell her everything but I feel weird tell them about that part of Y/N's life. I decide to just leave that part out in case.

"Umm well he just walked into an open audition where people didn't take him seriously so he decided to go on different auditions to show them he could. That's how he got the commercial." I tell her.

"Did he send the commercial to the people in the open audition?" she asks.

"No I don't think he expected them to see it. I think he needed to show himself he could do it. But he ended up liking the filming of the commercial so he decided to keep going." I say to her.

I wonder if what he was thinking then. The last of his family just passed away and he dropped out of college, but he still kept going.

"Lisa, what's wrong?" I hear Rosie ask.

I didn't realize it but I was sad thinking about what Y/N went through.

"Sorry. I was just thinking about Y/N. I was just thinking that he's been alone since his grandparents passed. I mean knew that but I never really thought about it." I tell her.

"I can't imagine how hard that would've been. But he has you now. And us." Rosie says trying to reassure me.

"Yeah but that's only when he's here. But when he's in LA, he's pretty much alone. Yeah he has Nick and his friends and his cousin but still." I pout as I tell her.

"Are you seeing him tonight?"

"No, he's going out tonight with Bong Ju, after he gets off work. I figured I'd let him go without worrying about me there. I'll see him afterwards though. He said he at least wants to stop by and say hi."

"Have you talked to your mom?" Rosie asks suddenly.

"No. I really should tonight, shouldn't I? She must be really worried about me. I haven't had the chance to tell her about me and Y/N getting back together again."

"I'll make sure you do." she tells me with a smile.

It has been a while since I talked to my mom. Probably a month or two. She found out about me and Y/N and I didn't feel like talking about him so we just talked about random things. I could tell she really wanted to ask me about it though. I promised myself I'd really call her tonight.