Sweeter Tease (Sequel To Sweet Tease)

Chapter Twenty-Eight (Part Four)

{Guinevere's Point of View}

I perceived her look as horror, and started to pull away from her, not wanting to deal with her rejection.

"You're bleeding.  A virgin."

 I was blushing heavily as she spoke, but didn't look at her when I answered.

"Gideon and Scarlett were adamant about my virginity being a crucial part of being the sacrifice.  They made sure that I was never given a chance to lose it before the ritual.  Is that going to be a problem?"

I felt both anger and disappointment rise in me, not wanting to know how she felt, but I needed to know.  If I was going to be heartbroken, I wanted to get it over with sooner, rather than later.  I didn't see how her green eyes turned to a bloody red colour before she pushed me down on the bed and began kissing my neck roughly, leaving marks that wouldn't leave bruises as she pushed her fingers back into my sloppy core.

I moved my legs to where my heels were pressed against her ass, urging her on.  I felt her fangs rub against my sensitive flesh, the pale rosy nipples I have pebbling against her lips.  I dug my fingers into her back, my nails making half moon marks in her skin.

Her teeth dug harshly into the meat of my left breast, above my heart.  She sucked the flesh and made sure to leave a mark.  Her fingers kept a steady rhythm going inside me as she marked me.  I was getting higher and higher with almost being at my orgasm when she pulled her mouth away from my breast and started kissing my neck up to my chin and then to place gentle kissed on my lips as her fingers slowed down inside me.

"A problem?  Oh liebling, no.  I'm delighted to be your first with any and all of this.  I want you to ask me to play out any fantasies you find yourself having, and feel comfortable asking me.  And a virgin?  Goddamned delightful, if I do say so myself."

Her voice was extremely rough with desire, and goosebumps rose on my body.  Her words struck a cord with me and tears began to flow down my face.  Her eyes grew wide when she noticed that I was crying.  She pulled away from me to start kissing my tears away.  I was so overwhelmed with emotion that I hadn't noticed that she had pulled her fingers out of me, licked them clean, and was rubbing my face with her thumbs.

"Oh, liebling, please don't cry.  I didn't mean to upset you.  Please stop crying.  Come here, liebling."

Keirstan rolled off of me and moved us to where we were laying properly on the bed, and she placed my head on her chest, wrapping her arms around me and holding me tightly against her body.  Her fingers were gently carding through my hair as we laid together.  My sobs slowly died down to nothing and I faded off to sleep.

When I woke, Keirstan was still holding me, and her face was scrunched in what I hoped was peaceful sleep.  I didn't feel the need to wake her up because it seemed like she didn't get enough sleep anyway.  I snuggled back down and dozed off again.  When I woke this time, Keirstan was trailing her fingers gently along my bare back.

"Hhnn.... That feels so good..."

I felt her start purring underneath me and I relaxed even more into her body.  I grunted softly and moved to look up at her.  I could see the concern on her face as I brought up earlier.

"I'm sorry I started crying - "

"Liebling, it's - "

I pushed myself up to cut her off with a gentle kiss.

"Please let me explain?  Before you say anything."

I stared at her until she nodded, and then I nodded, glad that she understood that I wanted her to listen and not speak.  I took a breath and found the words I wanted.

"Being raised in a place like this and being treated like you've been treating me has been quite a shock.  For as long as I can remember, everything I have been taught or shown has been to prepare me for the ritual.  Even after all these years I still am finding it hard to understand anything that doesn't revolve around the ritual.  What I feel with you is... I don't yet understand it, but I know it's worth fighting for.  Or, at least until I die."

I felt Keirstan's body tense underneath me and a deep snarl burst forth from her lips.  Her fangs snapped together and her mouth closed in a very displeased frown.  I sighed softly, and looked away from her in embarrassment.

"It's not like I want to die.  I want to know what life is like outside these walls.  Outside of the compound.  I know what the outside is like here in the compound, but I want to know what the world looks like outside of this city.  I want to know what it's like to not do anything; nothing that would encourage my death, anyway.  I always wanted to meet my parents and ask them why they gave me up.  If they ever really wanted me."

I looked up at Keirstan, my eyes glistening.

"Did they ever look for me after they gave me up?"

I knew Keirstan didn't know the answer, but that didn't mean I wasn't going to voice my questions out loud.  Tears rolled down my face as I looked up at my mate.

"Did Octavia and Janessa even ever love me at all?"

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{I have super shitty weather here in Texas, so my wifi is wonky.  I'll try to get the next chapter up later, but we'll see how the weather goes.  Had to put down one of my pups this morning, so I'm not doing too great.  I'll catch you guys later, so enjoy this emotional fuck, haha.

Much love, 

CAEON}